Sheleana Aiyana

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666 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jun 2026 last heard 26 Jun

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And I sat on his couch and I got a message and it said, this guy is going to be abusive.

And we weren't even living together yet.

And you know, I just moved in with him.

Right?

Because there wasn't a part of me yet that felt integrated in her inner woman, inner mother.

I was just a kid.

You know, I was this immature, wounded kid starving for love.

And I was addicted to the chaos.

And we had very much a passionate, strong sexual connection.

And I wanted that feeling.

Right?

I wanted to experience that rush.

And so we often do this where we just choose the thing that feels good

over the thing that's actually going to get us where we want to be.

And we do that so much in relationship and we don't trust ourselves.

And then in the end, when it goes bad, we say, well, I can't trust myself because, you know, I always end up in this mess.

But I always say, well, did you ever get an intuitive hit or some sense that something wasn't right, but you just dismissed it or pushed it down?

Because you can trust yourself.

You just don't listen sometimes.

And that's the difference.

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