Sheleana Aiyana

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666 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jun 2026 last heard 26 Jun

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And because of the environment I grew up in, vulnerability wasn't safe.

And then as I hit 12 years old, I was drinking, sleeping on couches,

hanging with people who were five to ten years older than me, in and out of jail, doing drugs.

So being vulnerable was not safe.

And so anger was all that I knew how to show.

I really didn't know how to let love in at all.

It wasn't safe.

And as I got older, I represented a lot for her too.

And she wasn't mothered past probably nine at all.

And she was never mothered.

Exactly.

Yeah.

Yeah, it was.

Yeah.

And it was also sort of a gift in disguise now.

You know, she said to me when she was visiting last, she said, how do you love me?

Like, why do you still love me after everything that I've done and put you through?

And I joked with her and I said, well, now I have a blossoming career.

But the reality is, is who knows who I would be without the gifts of those lessons.

And I always felt that.

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