Sian Welby

That sometimes, sometimes you can look to him for comfort and you probably won't get it, but you will get an answer back.

It won't help, but at least it will be some kind of voice in the utter terror that you're feeling in that moment.

But I know I wouldn't class Alex as a man.

LAUGHTER

I hate maths.

You've done that?

Yeah, I've done it and I've got to sew up my pouch.

I've sewn up that.

Oh, my god.

Oh, I didn't do anything that I told her.

You're so clever.

Oh, my God.

Nothing quite beats it.

When you realize that you've like you've beaten the taskmaster or that you've you've gone in there and that you've actually found, you know, you found the thing.

So when I came out, for starters, I can't believe how much I scream all the flipping time.

And I think it's because our nerves and adrenaline are so high.

But I just like gutturally scream because I think I'm like in fight or flight mode.

And then I just remember starting to do it.

And quite early on thinking, no, this isn't right.

I know they make us do things like this, but there is no way I'm going to be able to do this.