Sinéad Hall
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1,013 appearances
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first heard Jun 2026
last heard 21 Jun
Sinéad Hall’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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completely lost my mind to grief, to guilt, to looking for him, like the fear of not knowing where he was and was he okay.
And like the amount of times I went down with the dry robe on and just lay on his grave and just wanted to leave my body.
Like I felt like part of me was out here.
Like my soul was, there was something that was keeping my soul in my body, but it was painful.
It was painful to stay in my body.
Every ounce of me wanted to leave my body and just go and find him.
I wanted to go after him.
But I had three other boys.
And I had Keith and my mum.
And they're what kept me here because how could I put them through another grief on top of what they've just experienced?
So I was caught in this limbo of desperately wanting to find my dead baby.
Like the nights, I don't know that I slept for a year, the nights that Keith lay in bed with me at five in the morning trying to convince me that I couldn't go down to the graveyard to dig him up or just bring him home for one night.
and back and put him in his cot would you know I was frantic frantically trying to figure out how could I get him back and that's how we ended up pregnant with Chief so quickly because I convinced myself that we'll get him back we'll get pregnant again straight away his soul will come back
So I spent the next year just like a mad woman sitting with Ferdia in playgrounds with tears coming down my face and just...
The boys were really suffering.
They both were suffering with absolute night terrors, like you couldn't imagine.
These big men coming into the room, like Killian would wake up and find himself on the floor.
He couldn't have his guitar case in the room because he kept thinking it was, he would have sleep paralysis.
So he would wake up and there would be this looming danger, but he couldn't move in the bed.
So he'd be awake, but he couldn't move.
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