Sinéad Hall
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1,013 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard Jun 2026
last heard 21 Jun
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But I couldn't go into the city.
I couldn't go there.
I couldn't be around.
I couldn't go out to a restaurant or I couldn't go anywhere where there was noise or movement.
My life had reduced down to my house, my mom's house, and the local playground where I could sit and be anonymous.
Because I was off work, I still got my maternity leave for Rua.
And then because I was pregnant with Shiva, I was off again quite quickly.
Mentally, like?
Both, it saved me, but it also added a whole other layer of confusion and fear and worry.
and sadness that it wasn't him because and ironically it was a girl after all these boys and in a way that has been great because even at the start the intention was to get him back yeah it was not to replace him because he's irreplaceable you can't replace a child like everybody is individual everybody is their own person but that the hormones the on top of the grief dear lord what did I do like I
My mental health was shocking.
Like there was a time I found myself walking down a motorway with Fergie in a buggy.
It was really unsafe.
I don't know why I made the decisions to end up there, but my mom and sister had to come and get me and they're like, what are you doing?
All I wanted was for a car to come and hit me, you know.
There was nights where I decided I was going to sleep in the car.
There was a local bridge that I seriously would just leave the house.
I cannot physically live in this body with this level of pain and suffering.
And I feel like I'm hurting everyone around me.
And, you know, my mind would tell me your kids would be better off without you.
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