Smallville Co-Star
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190 appearances
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first heard Jan 2025
last heard May 2025
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And so what these psychedelics will do is they'll basically put a damn roadblock into the default mode network, and it forces the neurons to reopen all these neural pathways that have not been used in decades. And you're able to look at a lot of things that have happened in your life from a different perspective.
kind of like an unemotional perspective and it makes certain events how do i say this it makes it makes certain traumatic experiences in your life it's it spins it from another perspective and kind of makes it puts you at peace with whatever happened to you right and um and then after it was like a week-long
thing where they they like get you ready for it and teach you breathing techniques and all these other things and then you do it on a wednesday you do the ibogaine on a wednesday it's like a 12-hour experience then you have what they call gray day which is like the worst fucking hangover you could ever imagine And then on the Friday, you smoke, have you heard of 5-MeO-DMT?
Oh, man. Man, you got some good. It's a toad venom. It comes from a toad.
Yeah, and you smoke it, and you have a full-on death experience. Oh, that sounds fun. Well, it's not. But the death experience lasts maybe 30 seconds, 30, 45 seconds.
No. It's in your mind. So you smoke it, and then you do a count backwards from 10. And it's like the most anxiety, most fear I've ever felt of all my time in combat, everything that I did.
This was like in your brain. So what happens is... is apparently, and I might be a little off on this, but when you die, your penile gland in your brain empties. And whatever's in there, I can't remember the chemical. Penile? Maybe it's serotonin or something. I don't know what it is. But it dumps, and it gives you this euphoric experience. But before that, in your mind...
And that's what happens with 5-MeO is you get a penile gland dump. But before you kind of cross over, in your mind, you are 100% certain that you are going to die. And all the, like, you start, you start, separating from everything that you're attached to. And it kind of starts with like all the bullshit, maybe like, I don't know, fucking possessions or money or whatever it is.
And, and, and like things just start offloading. Like you're like, okay, I can let go of that. I can let go of that. But it's a very, it's a very, Like I said, it's the most fear, most anxiety I've ever felt. And the last thing for me that I could not let go of that I was hanging on to is my wife and my son.
And I remember thinking, I cannot depart this fucked up world and leave my wife and my son behind. I have to be here for them. And then I let them go. And once I let them go, it felt like there was this tar. It was like I didn't see anything. It was like a...
It was like an intuitive experience and I felt like all this tar was like wrapped around my heart like covering my heart and I could I could couldn't see it but I could It was like it was coming off my heart and then my heart was pure again and then you And then once you die and you let everything go, you cross over into this other realm.
And then in the other realm that you cross over into is like pure bliss, very euphoric. And I swear, I think it's like a,
spiritual realm that we don't have access to or maybe we had asked access to it like way early on for language and electronics and all that these kind of distractions and shit but but you you i i think you tap into the spiritual realm and like i'd always heard about energy and you know shit like that tesla stuff yeah well not that kind of stuff like you know like hippies talk about it.
Well, good energy, bad energy. Yeah. And I never bought into that. And I always despised hippies being a seal and a CA contractor. And, but after that, like I opened my eyes, And we were at this little beach house down in Mexico and I could see, I swear, man, I could see energy flowing from the islands into the water, up the beach, into the trees.
And I could, it was like the first time I had realized that the hippies say this shit too. Everything is one, everything's connected. And I was like, I could just intuitively like see it.
I wouldn't say I've seen that, but can you? Yeah. Who do you see energy fields around? I see it on you right now.
Well, when I crossed over... I could feel the presence of people that I love. Gabe. Gabe was there. I didn't talk to him. I didn't see him. I could just... This Gabe? Yeah. I could just feel him. And, man, it was... It was amazing. And that lasts for about 15 minutes and then you come out of it. And that's actually, I guess, what maybe sparked my journey back to Christ.
Because I never really thought about it when I left home and joined the SEAL teams. It just... I wouldn't say it doesn't have a place in the SEAL teams, but it's just not really discussed, at least in my experience. And it's all mission-oriented. And women and bar fights and booze and drugs and all of that shit, at least when I was in. And... It all went away, man.
It made me realize, okay, there's definitely something bigger than us in this universe. And that sent me down like, I don't know, man. I started looking into energy and I started looking at, I still watch them, but. More documentaries than I can count on the universe and shit like that.
And then I had an experience in Sedona that brought me to Christ where we were kind of talking about this earlier, like weird coincidences and shit like that that happens. The Vortexa. Yeah. Well, that's why I went to Sedona, because I was like, oh, man, I want to feel this energy fields, because there's all these exposed energy fields out there. I went up there. I didn't feel shit.
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