Sophie Smith

And I just kept thinking, I felt like I was stealing him.

I felt like there was something that was going to attack me on the shoulder and go, hang on, can you put the baby back please?

And then we got outside and we obviously got the baby's capsule in the car and I sat next to him in the car.

So in the back seat and Ash was driving.

And as we drove out, I literally had tears pouring down my face.

And they were tears of joy for this beautiful baby that we were taking home.

And they were also tears of grief for the three little boys who never came home.

And that was all wrapped up into one.

But Owen brought the greatest joy.

He was an easy baby, as he says.

And I just love, you know,

hearing him cry in the night was just amazing and being able to feed him.

Everyone told him I was going to, I was, you know, spoiling him because I fed him on demand and I carried him around with me.

He was always with me and he was in a little sling and I pretty much didn't put him down for six months.

And Ash was equally besotted.

Oh, he was besotted.

Absolutely besotted.

He would, you know, rush home from work and say, don't give him a bath until I

I'm going to read him the story.

I'm going to say he was literally reading him stories from day one.