Spencer Matthews

We've never gone that long without speaking to each other.

Obviously, they take your phone.

So not being able to share the experience in real time with her was quite a strange feeling.

You felt a bit isolated.

Just, yeah.

Also, you know, when you have tremendous highs and lows in your life, it's lovely to talk about it with the people you love the most.

And, you know, I'm closest to her in my life.

And so having that blackout in communication was unfortunate, but also made the reunion that much better.

Oh, lovely.

You know, I just... Did you cry?

No, I didn't.

We'll talk about this.

Yeah, I know.

My friend Jamie and I had an interesting conversation about crying.

It's not something I actively suppress.

I don't do it on purpose.

I'm just not... It takes more than...

normal situation I suppose for me to feel a huge amount of emotion.

I don't suppress it purposefully and I don't really know why that is.

I teared up on a number of occasions throughout the challenge when I was really depleted and a certain song came on.