Stace Don

You're going to leave.

I'm not getting out of that house alive.

I said, you need to ring my mum.

So the police were my mum.

And then over the next couple of days, like, he'd be telling me that I have to get rid of the baby, it's going to be disabled.

He was calling it all these different names.

And then he was like, well, just kill yourself then, start throwing me tablets.

At times he'd say he could kill me and tell everyone I travelled back to Woldham, but I didn't make it.

And I'm thinking in my head, like, he actually could get away with this, you know.

So I ended up trying to play a bit of a game where I said I'd go back and have the baby, but once the baby's born, I'll go back to moving with him with the baby.

And he bought it.

Yeah.

Because...

I knew what it was like to get rid of.

Because I always got rid of and not cared about as a kid.

I don't believe in abortions.

And I didn't see her as is.

I saw her as mine and she saved my life.

Yeah, I've called myself selfish and everything, you know, and I feel like hating myself at times because I thought, like, am I bringing them in the world for selfish reasons and stuff?

But when I managed to actually escape the owls,