Steven Curtis Chapman
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I just want to be done.
Yes.
Yeah.
Right.
Yeah.
And never, you know, making plans to...
to take that in my own hands, but just God begging God to let me not have to endure this pain.
I don't know how to do it.
I don't know how to navigate it.
I don't know how to, you know, love my wife and I see her hurting and I want to, you know, respond right.
And I'm, you know, the closest person in.
So that's where all the anger is going to come and all the hurt.
And I don't want to hurt anymore.
I don't want to hurt her.
I don't want to, you know, respond wrongly and all of that stuff.
And
And the one thing, and it was right – actually, you know, I tell this story, but from the very beginning when we found out that, you know, Maria, our daughter, had not survived the accident that took her life, it was that feeling of just –
I don't know how I'm going to keep breathing.
I don't know how I'm going to lead my family all the way to that.
How do I do this?