Tabitha Brown

So I think sometimes I don't necessarily fear it, but I am concerned. Am I doing enough? with spreading love and trying to reach people. Am I doing it the right way? Even though I feel at peace about it, I always, you know, I'm in prayer like, God, is this really what you want me to do? I want to make sure I'm not ever being triggered to get back into being in control.

So I think sometimes I don't necessarily fear it, but I am concerned. Am I doing enough? with spreading love and trying to reach people. Am I doing it the right way? Even though I feel at peace about it, I always, you know, I'm in prayer like, God, is this really what you want me to do? I want to make sure I'm not ever being triggered to get back into being in control.

Because healing is a journey. And so sometimes we can be triggered to going back to our old things. And my old thing is being, I'm in control. Instead of, no, no, I'm letting God be in control and I'm walking. And I never want to go back. I never want to go back.

Because healing is a journey. And so sometimes we can be triggered to going back to our old things. And my old thing is being, I'm in control. Instead of, no, no, I'm letting God be in control and I'm walking. And I never want to go back. I never want to go back.

Hmm. I think it's that feeling. For me, it's the feeling off balance.

Hmm. I think it's that feeling. For me, it's the feeling off balance.

Yeah. And when nothing seems to be lining up, oh, Tab, you trying to do this. Step back. Step back and let's look at every piece of the puzzle. And make sure you're not trying to create the puzzle, create the pieces and put it all together. Sit back and let God do what God does. We still have to do our part because faith without work is dead. Right. But still, you got to let him orchestrate.

Yeah. And when nothing seems to be lining up, oh, Tab, you trying to do this. Step back. Step back and let's look at every piece of the puzzle. And make sure you're not trying to create the puzzle, create the pieces and put it all together. Sit back and let God do what God does. We still have to do our part because faith without work is dead. Right. But still, you got to let him orchestrate.

I think just staying true to who I am. Right. I don't, I don't fear, um, I don't fear or project Negative, right? I'm not preparing for negative. I'm expecting the unexpected, right? Which I'm always in my mind thinking of God saying it's more than what I can imagine, right? That's greatness. That's what I'm looking forward to. I don't look forward to cloudy days, although I know they will come.

I think just staying true to who I am. Right. I don't, I don't fear, um, I don't fear or project Negative, right? I'm not preparing for negative. I'm expecting the unexpected, right? Which I'm always in my mind thinking of God saying it's more than what I can imagine, right? That's greatness. That's what I'm looking forward to. I don't look forward to cloudy days, although I know they will come.

But they're not, it's not something I'm like, oh, I'm planning for a bad day. Now, I'm planning for all good days. I am being mindful and intentional with joy. Right. So I don't think and listen, that may be the thing that holds me back. And if it does, then we will cross that bridge when we get to it. But I don't plan on. Allowing anything to shift me outside of the position God has put me in.

But they're not, it's not something I'm like, oh, I'm planning for a bad day. Now, I'm planning for all good days. I am being mindful and intentional with joy. Right. So I don't think and listen, that may be the thing that holds me back. And if it does, then we will cross that bridge when we get to it. But I don't plan on. Allowing anything to shift me outside of the position God has put me in.

I think that I trust God. I believe that he has me on this journey. And I'm all right with whatever come my way.

I think that I trust God. I believe that he has me on this journey. And I'm all right with whatever come my way.

That's just kind of how I feel about it.

That's just kind of how I feel about it.

I was always enough. I didn't need to try to do his job. Because the thing about when you conform and when you try to, you know, create another person, that's me saying, God, you didn't do a good enough job on me. I had to fix me. But he taught me. He had did a great job and I was enough just as he created me to be.

I was always enough. I didn't need to try to do his job. Because the thing about when you conform and when you try to, you know, create another person, that's me saying, God, you didn't do a good enough job on me. I had to fix me. But he taught me. He had did a great job and I was enough just as he created me to be.

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