Tabitha Brown

Oh, absolutely not. I wasn't ready for everything I was going to gain. I also wasn't ready for everything I was going to lose. What did you lose? Friendships, relationships, right? Things that people that I thought I would have in my life forever. And when I started walking in my freedom, they started to disappear. Wow.

Oh, absolutely not. I wasn't ready for everything I was going to gain. I also wasn't ready for everything I was going to lose. What did you lose? Friendships, relationships, right? Things that people that I thought I would have in my life forever. And when I started walking in my freedom, they started to disappear. Wow.

But God revealed to me, he said, everybody's not ready to walk in their freedom. So being close to you while you're in yours is disturbing their spirit. Oh. And I couldn't allow that to affect me in a way that I know it would have affected me in my 20s or early 30s. Oh my God. But in this 45, I'm all right with it. I love them, but I understand. 45 feeling alive. I would probably feel alive.

But God revealed to me, he said, everybody's not ready to walk in their freedom. So being close to you while you're in yours is disturbing their spirit. Oh. And I couldn't allow that to affect me in a way that I know it would have affected me in my 20s or early 30s. Oh my God. But in this 45, I'm all right with it. I love them, but I understand. 45 feeling alive. I would probably feel alive.

Everybody can't go. You know, I feel like a lot of times we... We feel bad because we, especially when you love people, I love people. I'm a people lover.

Everybody can't go. You know, I feel like a lot of times we... We feel bad because we, especially when you love people, I love people. I'm a people lover.

And you always want to turn around and bring them back. And God revealed one day to me, he said, listen, everyone who you need to bring along, you don't have to turn around to get them. He said, because when you turn around, that's when you get distracted from it. You got to keep your eye forward. The moment you do this, you might have just crashed. He said that people were supposed to come.

And you always want to turn around and bring them back. And God revealed one day to me, he said, listen, everyone who you need to bring along, you don't have to turn around to get them. He said, because when you turn around, that's when you get distracted from it. You got to keep your eye forward. The moment you do this, you might have just crashed. He said that people were supposed to come.

All you got to do is go like this. You never got to turn around. They right there. They right there. It's just like a hand off a baton. You watch a marathon. They ain't never turning around to reach for it. They just right here. Right. So the ones who are supposed to come with you, you don't have to turn around to go get them.

All you got to do is go like this. You never got to turn around. They right there. They right there. It's just like a hand off a baton. You watch a marathon. They ain't never turning around to reach for it. They just right here. Right. So the ones who are supposed to come with you, you don't have to turn around to go get them.

Oh, honey, listen, my husband was so happy. He was like, finally, the world get to see who I know. Wow. Yeah. I mean, for years he hated the industry of Hollywood because he saw how it changed me. He would always say, why you can't just be you? He would, I mean, it would be all the time. Why you can't just be Tab? You know, the same Tab that talked to your daddy.

Oh, honey, listen, my husband was so happy. He was like, finally, the world get to see who I know. Wow. Yeah. I mean, for years he hated the industry of Hollywood because he saw how it changed me. He would always say, why you can't just be you? He would, I mean, it would be all the time. Why you can't just be Tab? You know, the same Tab that talked to your daddy.

And I'm like, that ain't what they want. I got to be this tab. Those were the arguments and all the no's I would get and all the hard work I would be studying and going to class. And he was like, you're doing all of this and they still don't like you. So he hated the industry for a long time.

And I'm like, that ain't what they want. I got to be this tab. Those were the arguments and all the no's I would get and all the hard work I would be studying and going to class. And he was like, you're doing all of this and they still don't like you. So he hated the industry for a long time.

So when I became free and started walking in my freedom walk, he was like, now the world gets to see who I love. And I was like. You was kind of right about it, I guess, all along. But no, it actually has made our relationship better and stronger.

So when I became free and started walking in my freedom walk, he was like, now the world gets to see who I love. And I was like. You was kind of right about it, I guess, all along. But no, it actually has made our relationship better and stronger.

I think the biggest fear before was, you know, dying with this thing inside of me. Like never letting it be seen, right? Fear now doesn't, necessarily live with me as much I don't know if I have a necessarily like I don't I don't know if I have a fear I want to I want to change people right I want to I want to affect them in the best way possible right and sometimes

I think the biggest fear before was, you know, dying with this thing inside of me. Like never letting it be seen, right? Fear now doesn't, necessarily live with me as much I don't know if I have a necessarily like I don't I don't know if I have a fear I want to I want to change people right I want to I want to affect them in the best way possible right and sometimes

trying to spread love and positivity people don't want to buy into that sometimes why is that i think misery loves company you know and sometimes happiness uh scares people you know you can have people that everything's going great and they'll be like i know something bad's gonna happen why We're allowed to go through it either way, you know?

trying to spread love and positivity people don't want to buy into that sometimes why is that i think misery loves company you know and sometimes happiness uh scares people you know you can have people that everything's going great and they'll be like i know something bad's gonna happen why We're allowed to go through it either way, you know?