Tama Matheson
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first heard Jul 2026
last heard 28 Jul
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Absolute devastation.
No pain I have ever felt has been as great as that.
When I think about my mother and the fact that she is gone, I can hardly control the anguish that I feel in my soul.
Yes, I began attending lectures at the newly established conservatoire in St.
Petersburg.
And eventually I thought, this is what I need.
I think all the passions in my life have had an influence on my work.
I didn't write anything specifically for the death of my mother, but the anguish went into my soul and came out in some of the more howling passages of my music.
Well, I fear he didn't quite understand me.
Our friendship was always very civil and cordial, although I have to say he did grow a little distant towards the end of my life, before he died.
He hoped I would one day find the right girl to marry.
All my life, he would say, you will find the right girl.
Very much so.
I...
When I was at the Ministry of Justice, I pursued my passions, my predilections, with a sort of mad vivacity.
Partly because my life was so empty.
The emptier it was, the more I tried to fill it with frivolity.
Well, I would go to certain parties in certain areas of the city.
I would debauch myself.
A sybaritic life.
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