Tama Matheson
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770 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard Jul 2026
last heard 28 Jul
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But she didn't seem to understand.
I sent my brother Anatoly and Nikolai Rubinstein to break it off, and she didn't understand.
She just smiled, sipping tea the whole time.
When they left, she said, who would have thought I would have the famous Rubinstein tea in my house?
And she appeared one day on my doorstep again, hurling herself at my feet, saying, Pyotr, Pyotr, you must be my husband.
Take me back, take me back.
And there is a sadness in the fact that I deceived her, I manipulated her.
That is a sadness in my life.
I should not have done it.
But I felt I was advanced on a spear point.
Push forward, I was to die, and if I turned backwards, I would wear out my life in cowardice.
It's an impossible situation for men like me.
It's either you abjure the world or else abjure yourself.
And yet, as the Bible says, what does it profit a man to gain the whole world if he loses his own soul?
And it was unconsummated.
It was highly unconsummated.
The day I saw her getting ready for the bath, I had to rush out to St.
Isaac's Cathedral.
I felt a sudden urgent need to pray.
I said I was terrified of crinolines and petticoats.
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