Tana Mongeau

I don't think I was as aware of it at the time, but when I look back now, like, and I just wanna say something that I don't feel like I've said yet in this kind of like time of my life in an interview.

If I had a fucking time machine and I could go back

I would do it all over again, every time, just the same.

Like I, it was crazy and wild and it's funny even now I'm like realizing that there are moments that I don't even really remember.

There's a part of me that's like, I kind of just like,

Brooke and I woke up one day and we had one of the biggest podcasts in the world.

And there wasn't a lot of like, you know, I didn't, I don't even know how it happened, but it's because it was just so authentic.

And it was so authentic to me at the time.

And what her and I had, like, I think it did save my career in so many ways.

Had I just kept drinking and trying to renegade and like not, you know what I mean?

Had this long form thing with this incredible dynamic with this other person.

I have no idea where I would like,

and just the things that we were experiencing because that was so much of what we were doing.

Going out and doing all of the like crazy things and canceled also provided this crazy life for us.

Like where we're looking at each other at like the People's Choice Awards and we're like watching like Jennifer Aniston or whoever like present more like how the hell did this happen?

You know what I mean?

I think that for a while we were just like, you know what I mean?

Talking shit about our real lives and all of the things that were happening.

I will say that something so beautiful about our dynamic was that Brooke always had a little bit more discretion than me.

Even in the craziest times where it's like, Tana, don't fucking say that.