Tana Mongeau

And that was what made the on-camera dynamic so great and like helped so much in real life.

And it was like this perfect balance and stuff like that.

I think that for the first time that I personally felt...

ever across canceled felt a repercussion on my mental health of the things that I say you know because for so long even just pre-canceled across all of canceled I was saying anything and just keeping moving and it like it was negatively affecting my mental health but I was numbing it out with drinking all the things that I personally was saying and stuff like that but the first time where I was like whoa this may not be like so good for me was right after I had come for Alyssa Violet I had talked about my

experience with Cody Co because it like went out into the world and I had said that on stage like flippantly on tour never thinking it would go out into the world and I was going everywhere in public and people had so much to say and I couldn't open my phone at all without seeing good or bad things like just whatever you know what I mean and I was like whoa and then we did dial it back and it was okay again later you know what I mean but

Yeah, I think even towards the end, there would be moments, especially Brooke, again, was always better with the discretion where we'd be on tour and she'd be like, actually, wait, I want to stop telling this story on stage.

Like, wait, just growing up.

Just naturally, like, growing up a little bit.

That's what I was thinking about.

And starting to care about other, like, people's, like...

You know what I mean?

Lives.

maybe fucking with people's lives a little bit not saying some of them didn't deserve it but just saying like there's relationships that are getting a little fucked up in all this i would couldn't walk into me personally at least could not like i couldn't walk into a room in hollywood without either a feeling like everyone was afraid of me or be like it's so funny at that time too i was still so delusional because i would walk into a room and then some celebrity or some person would be like and don't put this on your podcast and i would be like

why would they say that?

Like I wouldn't, why, just why does everyone always like say that to me?

And it's like, what Tana next week?

You're like, so anyway, so it's at this Hollywood.

Yes.

Like, yes.

And just, Oh my God.