Tana Mongeau

But I can't stress you enough.

Also like canceled saved my life in so many ways, because as much as we're talking about all of the,

crazy stuff that was said and the repercussions of that at the same time, while all of that was happening, we also fostered this community of women that were so incredible and showed up for us everywhere and cared about what we had to say and cared about every last intricacy of our life.

And like,

just ever we couldn't go anywhere and it makes me want to cry when i like start to say it but it's like we could and i said this on the last episode but it will forever make me emotional that we couldn't go anywhere for years without some girl stopping us and saying like the canceled podcast saved my life and changed my life and made me feel like i'm maybe more of a wild girl or i had a shitty relationship with my mom and it transferred into my love life or like all of these things you know like i don't i don't ever want to look at it i don't look at it through a bad lens because you know

And I think my life had just changed so drastically.

Like I really, I'll never forget the canceled episode where I came home from Hawaii.

Makoa was in my living room.

He didn't know like anything about my life and he had just flown out and he was down to take a gamble.

And we'd had like Meghan Trainor on.

And I remember I was watching like Makoa meet Meghan Trainor.

And then we shoot like another episode.

And I sit down across from Brooke and I'm like, I just met the love of my life.

And I still was very chaotic as a person and just in a very dark time and of drinking and substance abuse and all of my traumas culminating together to make me this person that I hated myself.

And, you know, just all of these different things.

But life started to change and I started to want to go to Hawaii more and like started caring less about like feeling this need to come online and like, you know, go on a rampage about someone or something or like foster the lore in LA, like at the Hollywood parties and all the things.

You know what I think it is now is obviously a lot of discretion like we've been talking about where like I'll go on a rant and me and TikTok drafts are like this, okay?

Like I will film something, I will draft it, I will think about it and a lot of times it won't see the light of day.

But even with Brand Safe, I've really been thinking about that because like,

It's an unrealistic standard to say that I will never, ever, ever, ever, ever speak on things happening on the Internet again.