Tana Mongeau

There's a photo of you over here.

Like full regal.

That's what I'm trying to give about my absolute problem.

I need a patch.

It was this feeling of scarcity, I think, and this fear of, like, if I don't do this, someone else will.

And I don't really know a lot about your upbringing or where you came from, but speaking for myself, I guess, I lived in a lot of fear.

Fear was my only number one biggest motivator across my career at all times.

Like, if I don't do this, and I don't say this crazy thing, and I don't do this, someone else is going to, and I'm going to be gone tomorrow.

And quite frankly, I'm going to be back at home with my parents.

Like, you know what I mean?

I think I had to, like...

It was hard almost for me to differentiate it.

I think I became so engulfed in that person and I think it snowballed as well.

I mean, also it all comes back to the story times, right?

Like I'm using these salacious titles and these crazy things and I'm learning that people want to see this and I'm like blurring those lines and like I'm praying that an Uber driver gives me a bad experience so that I can pay my bills to get away from my parents and hopefully get emancipated and like,

It all started there and then it just snowballs.

And I almost think that that was that time.

My first friend in LA was FaZe Banks.

And we did foster a great friendship and stuff like that.

But I mean, same thing that he was calling that the cloud house.