Tana Mongeau

And they were all doing that.

And the FaZe clan was doing that.

And then I moved on to meeting the Paul brothers who definitely had a very...

Similar mindset and stuff.

I was dating Bella Thorne and like everyone was obsessed with that.

Like there there are just so many.

It's a culmination of a million things that it truly just became who I was.

I lost myself in L.A.

over, you know, the course of time, I guess.

And just to this mindset that like, I have to build this lore and I have to do these things.

And it's like all of the things that I look back on, you know what I mean?

It got all the way to the point of like a fake wedding.

It got all the way to the point.

And it just like,

I can't really differentiate.

So many moments in between all of it were genuine.

You know what I mean?

Like I did love and care about so many of these people and I still stuck with my ride or dies from Vegas from day one.

I didn't fully become this like sociopath view monster, but so much of like what I was doing was pushing that boundary and that envelope.

And like, I even think about just like Alex Warren and I would be like, let's get a thousand hissing cockroaches and do this.