Trinny Woodall

And my brother was there because I remember my dad said, now you've told me you can stop.

And I remember my brother saying, like that was the biggest deal.

And I remember my brother saying, I think it's going to be harder than that, daddy.

I think she'll have to do, you know, go to rehab or do something.

Yeah, 21, 22, maybe 22.

So then I went to rehab, but I wasn't ready.

And we talked a bit before about this sense of what a rock bottom is and how much has to be removed from your life for you to think, I will do anything to change my life.

And there's a lot of damage that's done.

There's a lot of things that happen.

But you have to have had enough of that old life and want to let it go to be able to successfully get clean.

And that first time I came back to London after a few months and I remember going to meetings.

And I remember when I went to meetings, I would arrive late.

I'd sit at the back.

I wouldn't get to know people.

And I think what made me relapse.

Look at all these awful drug addicts.

That's what I used to say.

I was a bit like, oh, no, poor things.

But you know what?

Weirdly, I didn't feel that, Davina.