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You know, and I think that's natural for us to feel that way.

Yeah.

I don't think there's anything wrong with that.

And I think it does.

And it does kind of suck for you to have to like.

go back in your brain like that like at the end of the day like you know i i don't i don't like that you felt not even saying that they made you feel pressured or not but i don't like the feeling of you feeling like you have to make a decision before filming is done because at the end of the day if you still weren't sure but you still had her fuck them yeah you know what i mean like you know what i mean like seriously like and i

Um, do you wish you would have had like more outside support while you were making this, these tough decisions?

Yeah, it is.

No,

that intuition because me and Kate you know we had all these feelings and like we had other people saying like you know this is the right thing this is good for her like we know this but like why does this feel so wrong whatever you choose is going to happen well it's like yeah now we're 17 almost 17 years into it I'm like well that's a whole bunch of fucking lies now you know what I mean shit just changes so I agree with you of like be 100% sure get a support system

Yeah.

And I think it's important to hear those people out on both sides, you know, you know, like both.

Yeah, you don't know if it's like your mind or emotions playing tricks on you in that moment.

Well, and I think, you know, I think that's awesome.

I mean, that's awesome.

Of course.

I mean, and plus it's like, gosh, we were going through one of the hardest things of our lives ever.

And then you throw adoption into it and makes it 10 times even more complicated in cameras and all of that.

Right.

Right.