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Like it was my only way to get out of it.

If I didn't do it, if I didn't enter and do that, I would I would retreat.

Yeah.

And I wouldn't I wouldn't do it.

So, yeah, that's your your coping strategy is is is that's called masking.

So you've done this really well.

And then she was also talking about, like, certain hobbies that I had about reading random stuff.

And she's like, oh, my gosh.

She's like, yeah, so that's probably why.

Like, I'll get, like, into certain so really quickly, and I'll, like, digest so much information about that thing.

And then I move on and do something else.

And she was like, you know, that's probably why you're harder to detect because you're

You speak about things that you've learned, and you're so broad.

You're not even close to being an expertise in anything.

You just have so much sliver of knowledge of randomness.

Right, of a whole bunch of things.

Yeah, that you apply socially so that way it doesn't seem like anything's wrong with you.

And I remember being a kid and be like, you're obnoxious.

You're loud.

Yes.