Valerie

It is true.

Sometimes you just have to say it.

No, I just feel like as soon as you say that you're thinking about doing something or you want to do something, they are expecting it and they are going to pound you for it.

Like the cookbook.

And you're just busy.

Yeah.

And I even told her, I said, I don't think I'm strong enough to –

Talk about my childhood on a podcast.

Like, I don't know if I could mentally and physically do it without crying.

So I was like, I would like to make a small little book, be able to.

Tell my story to somebody else and they write it for me.

But I feel like maybe that's a goal I want to do, but here I am telling everybody right now what I think about doing.

Where's it at?

I have not even started.

It's not in the works, so don't ask.

But that is a thought of mine of something that I thought.

That I would like to do, but I just don't know.

Well, I did burn my mom's letter, so I was thinking about, like, even taking, like, clips out of her letter.

She wrote, like, a 30-page letter before she did what she did.

But I need to go find somebody in my family that still has a letter because I thought that would be something that I can put inside of the book, things that she said directly.