Victoria (Tori) Gass
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1,725 appearances
4 recordings
1 series
first heard May 2026
last heard 31 Jul
Victoria (Tori) Gass’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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And for a long time, my soul knew I was forgiven, but my brain kept playing the old tape, saying you're this and you're that and this is who you are and this is da-da-da-da-da-da.
And saying the truth out loud over and over is how I conditioned the two to finally get into agreement with each other.
And it feels silly at first.
It stopped feeling silly, though, when it started working.
I'll tell you that right now.
It stops feeling silly when you stop having to do it because it doesn't happen so often anymore.
And then I let it move me towards God instead of away from him.
So the old pattern, memory comes, shame hits, I hide, reaching for something to numb that pain, numb that guilt, numb that shame.
The new pattern is memory comes, I turn it straight into prayer.
I remember God.
I'm not carrying this one anymore though.
It's yours.
Help me heal from this.
God, I repent for my sins.
I never want to go back to that place.
Help me.
Help me get out of this.
Every single flashback becomes a chance to turn it straight to him instead of running.
And then there's four.
It is remembering that we aren't meant to do this alone.
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