Wade Barnes

Hey Tony in the corner that has my phone for some reason, buy a 55 gallon drum of lube.

Mom, it's your son and or daughter.

Buy me some lube.

My birthday's coming up sometime in the next year.

Well, I guess you mentioned the burnout thing.

So I guess I'll address the burnout thing.

So Mark and I were talking, Bob wouldn't even call yet.

Late.

Somehow life has just been kind of rough here on the Barnes household for the last like six, seven months.

A lot of people that watch my content outside of Distractible, I've talked about some of it on stream and whatnot.

But like without going into specifics, we've had a lot of family health issues.

I've had a lot of personal health issues.

which has devolved into mental health issues, I think, which is what I think the palpitations in my chest were supposedly are, which I don't know if I fully trust it, but that's what they tell me.

So I'm going to go with it.

So I get, I guess they're panic attacks.

I don't know.

For me, it's just like randomly my heart goes like from zero to a thousand beats per second, especially if I'm laying down at night.

I'm like,

oh man time for sleep and it's really fucking terrible it's an awful feeling but that's rolled over into my professional life where like you know i have fun making youtube videos i have fun streaming i fund on the podcast but like right now everything in life just feels like i really don't want to do that i don't have any motivation to do that

And I'm guessing, I mean, you know, I've gone through some phases of burnout throughout my career, but there's just been a big culmination of just being really tired.