Wade Barnes

My sleep hasn't been great.

The days are very just full.

There's a lot of crap.

And I don't know.

I just, Mark was saying maybe I needed a vacation.

I think maybe that's true.

Every vacation I've taken since our honeymoon has had some work component to it.

I just haven't had like a, I'm actually not working or doing anything like,

Molly and I are just getting away.

I love hanging out with friends and family and stuff, but we have not had a trip, just the two of us actually getting away since our honeymoon.

And I feel like a lot of people probably do that, but I don't even feel like I take days off.

I won't stream for three or four days, but those days are still filled with meetings or tax conversations or going through emails, going through DMs and stuff because I work with a management company for ads and sponsors and stuff for my stuff and

There's always something.

There's always something work related.

I never turn it off.

And I really feel like more than ever for the first time in a long time, it's just really impacting me.

My focus is off.

There have been some highlights.

I mean, there's still games I enjoy playing.

I recorded Blueprints again last night for a few hours, which is a game I still absolutely love.