Wade Barnes

Someone knows someone, right?

Everyone knows someone that's gone through stuff like that.

So it's nice being able to do things like that.

It's nice being able to have the careers that we have.

But I think we all go through burnout and I'm just going through some phase of it right now, which sucks, but...

I've got this knee brace I was showing off earlier because I had messed up my knee playing basketball with my nephew like a month and a half ago.

You all know I've got the slap tear in my shoulder.

I've not had surgery on.

Apparently, I've got a deviated septum and I started developing like panic attacks this year.

It's like those are all relatively minor health issues in the great.

Maybe not palpitations if they're more than stress, but I think they're just stress.

I can live with it.

The slap tear don't have to have surgery.

The knee, it'll heal probably.

i'm on prednisone for 10 days and got the knee brace whatever so it's all minor for me but some of the stuff in my family is a little bit more severe i don't know it's just it's been taxing and uh it's been really hard to find motivation and i know people have it a lot worse than i do and that's not an excuse like you're allowed to be depressed even or you know have burnout even if you're not going through it as bad as someone else

But there's still an added pressure about it that feels like I shouldn't for some reason, which makes things even worse.

Whenever you're like, so-and-so's got it so much worse than me, I needed to buck up.

And then you can't buck up and it's like, oh God, I'm so pathetic.

I'm so weak.

I'm so like, and you start beating yourself up even more about it.