Wendy K. Laidlaw

to notice when he did back surgery that it didn't work you know over sort of 80% of the time it didn't work and then if it did work there would be later on there'd be some other problems that would occur in the body and he's very astute very kind of medically minded but also very curious and as I say I love those types of people who have been trained in one way and again in my summit in March I've got this amazing doctor called Dr Sarah Myhill who again who is very integral

in my journey and helping identify the mitochondria dysfunction and the chronic fatigue connection and things there.

But what's particularly interesting about this particular doctor is his deep understanding of what might be deeply suppressed in the subconscious brain.

Because not many physically, medically trained doctors really understand the mind body.

And I'm not even sure I like the term mind-body because to me, when someone says mind-body, it makes me think, oh, well, I somehow have some kind of conscious control and it's just a case of willpower.

I prefer the term brain-body because we're always training our brain to manage our mind through the journaling and the meditation.

But when you come to brain body, you're talking like things that are out with your conscious control that are perhaps deeply embedded.

And that if there's been any trauma, as I say, or any loss or anything like that, that you may have even forgotten, you're not even aware is going going on in the background of your operating system.

it can be devastating to people.

And I know I've been through the process of people projecting onto you that you're somehow an attention seeker and a hypochondriac.

So the doctor I was talking about in particular is called John Sarno, Dr. John Sarno.

I don't know if you've heard of him, but I've read several of his books and they're quite technically written, but wonderful for our left brain.

And I think our left brain sometimes, I know for me,

I remember my therapist saying, you know, stop reading, Wendy, and just relax.

And I'm like, what do you mean stop reading and relax?

I need to figure out what's going on.

I need to get well.

So I know that there, you know, there's some of you like that, that you're still kind of like, you know, what's going on.

I think you just need to trust that you have all the answers inside.

that if there's anything that's still showing up in your body, it's because it needs some light shined on probably what is going on deep in the subconscious, underneath the water, deep in the iceberg.