Zerk

I'm somebody that loves to neglect myself, especially when I lose momentum.

When I fight so hard to gain something, whether that's consistency in the gym, whether that's feeling like I have a good grasp over my relationships, feeling like I'm just being loved and respected.

When I lose that, I throw all of it aside.

And I don't take care of myself.

And I am the first to revolve my entire day around self-loathing.

But I've learned a couple things.

My goodness, there's like a fly flying around trying to eat me.

I've learned a couple things.

And funny enough, I've learned them.

from this guy right here there's i think three plants that you can see over there that big one is the monstera the smaller one is uh this vine right here is a pothos and then this right here i got from my neighbor it's a petunia very cool i grew this uh this plant right here when my roommate was going to europe and it was uh i remember it it was it was kind of like a

Like there was like one vine, okay?

I did it for the vine, that's why I did it.

I wanted to see this plant grow into something special and I saw it had a little bit of green, so there was an opportunity to grow it.

And this pothos has been growing for roughly a year now, almost.

And it only recently has really become this beautiful vine of wonder and magic.

But really, it took a lot of boring hours.

A lot of ladaring, right?

A lot of just like, man, I gotta just water this guy once this week.

I gotta give it a bigger pot.

And I didn't see a lot happening.