Zerk

I get that.

But...

also like bro if somebody wants to go out and explore and do their thing don't hold it against them like let them go well you only need the light when it's burning low only miss someone it starts to snow only know you love her when you let her go famously so let her go like

tough man I had to do that it sucked the worser thing is somebody like leaving you on and like kind of you know stringing you along and getting away with less and less conversation less and less texting and being like

Yeah, maybe we'll see each other in December.

And it's, like, June.

And you're like, bro, you just got to school.

Like, what do you mean?

Like, come see me.

But, you know, it's tough.

It's tough.

But if two people want it, it'll happen.

That's my opinion on it, really.

But I've just stopped romanticizing people, too.

Like...

I give people an amount of respect off rip.

I understand people are not perfect, but I also realize like, I can't, you, the way people act right now is a good, is just a representation of who they are in that given moment.

And you need to see change in order to, I think, build trust.

I say this because I'm somebody who promises a lot of stuff and I deliver like on not a lot of it so I've I've had to really cut back promising things because I think I know I can't deliver it and I'm very I get in this hole of like if I stop

doing something or if let's say let's say I promise like a friend I'm like yo bro there's this crazy awesome crumble cookie that's coming out I'm gonna get it for you it's a uh labubu chocolate flavor I'll get it for you and they're like yeah bro yeah zerk I'm so excited for this crumble cookie let's say I don't get it for them