Zerk

Like this sucks.

I really hate high school.

This is terrible.

I am going to find a way to, you know, live on my own.

I'm going to find a way to meet somebody who could make me an apprentice in some kind of, you know, welding factory.

And I'm going to learn everything I can about this thing.

I noticed today at work that I really, really like interacting with people, but also I don't really like interacting with customers.

So it'd be cool if I could be just selling stuff.

I know that I like this girl.

I need to ask her to be my girlfriend.

This kind of inner dialogue, this kind of expression, when you have some kind of safe place to talk about it and to actually like express how you feel, it will clear all of the jargon in your mind of like, I don't know what to do.

I don't know what to do.

I'm tweaking.

it will give you some kind of pathway because what you will do is you will take everything and all this jargon that's in your mind and you will put it on something and that something will be able to be a mirror to you and you'll be able to reread it and be like, wait a minute, that's the solution.

I got to stop thinking about this.

I just got to go out and ask her.

And sometimes what we need is we just need something to literally give us a mirror into our own brain to realize how much we overthink and how much we are paralyzed in our own

in our own dissatisfaction of ourselves.

I know you are lost where it feels that way.

But one thing I'm going to leave you with us on this episode is that nobody, nobody knows where they're going.