Zerk

That you are indeed that.

And it's tiring, bro.

It's so tiring.

You're going to look back at that one day, maybe, and think to yourself, dude, where did all this time go?

Why did I loathe myself so much?

Why did I not

give myself a little bit more grace which is really what a lot of us need and find a way to work with myself because another problem that I've ran into is thinking that life is all or nothing that every part of your life is either you are committed and it is all of your being that is committed to something or you give it up

And you're going to learn very quickly, it's not that way.

If you treat yourself that way, by that same logic, let's say you want to get better at writing.

You tell yourself, I want to be a better writer, I'm going to write every single day.

Okay, first day comes around, you write.

Second day comes around, it's a little bit harder, but you write again.

Third day, you have a doctor's appointment that you forgot about, so you go to that, you end up not writing.

It's over.

You screwed up.

You're not a writer.

You'll never be a writer.

You prove to yourself that you can't even stay consistent.

So you know what?

It's better not trying.