Zerky

It should be really easy to do all of these things.

But maybe overloading your entire brain with the fact that you are so terrible and not a good person is not the solution to actually making change.

For me personally, I've had such a hard time with...

With honestly like looking for cheap stimulus.

I am pretty funny.

I make my roommates laugh.

My roommate Dylan laughs a lot at my jokes.

My roommate Caleb as well.

And I find that when I know I have to do things, I know I have certain errands to run.

I got to go to H-E-B.

I got to go to Kroger or whatever.

I have to do my taxes.

I have to worry about things that are happening in the world that basically make me question why I do what I do.

These things, making somebody laugh in the short term

comes off a lot easier.

And it's that cheap dopamine that I've become so addicted to and almost this feeling that I can't do anything except for try to look for cheap things.

And for that, you know, that for you might not be making people laugh.

It might be something a little bit more serious.

I have my vices too, trust me.

But what I do want to say is that