Zerky

means that you're just you're pathetic.

You're never going to be good enough.

It's times like these where it really does come down to the small the small decisions.

Do you set yourself up for success?

Or to just screw success.

It's like these days you don't even think about stuff like that, right?

You just think about like can you get out of bed?

All right, I know it's at noon, but did you get out of bed?

You did.

All right.

Can you go make a cup of coffee so you feel a little bit less destroyed?

Can you have a good meal that has some kind of nutritional value?

Can you abstain from consuming content, consuming things that will make your brain hate yourself more?

These are things that I think, you know, we don't really think about very often, but this stuff can really consume us.

I mean, I've been really consumed by the political events that have happened recently in the United States, and it's been really hard to just figure out, like,

Dude, I mean, what are we doing?

This is terrible.

But I also think that, you know, I've let myself kind of get angry and get frustrated.

And I haven't.

That's all it's been.