Zerky

you save yourself for another day.

But that only works with that situation.

I mean, it also works, I guess, in work and in school.

You can always blame somebody.

But when it comes down to your own life and the decisions that you made within it, there is nobody to blame except yourself.

Asterisk, sure, all of us are, we're given different starter kits, right?

Some of us, we ain't gotta worry about money a day in our lives.

Some of us, we gotta worry about being profiled in the street.

What I'm trying to say is that regardless of your circumstance, there is a point where you have to look critically at your life and realize where did the flame start in your house?

Why did it start on fire?

Because there's a good chance it was you.

Even if you didn't even know that it was going to be you.

Maybe you had a blindness to it.

Maybe it's a belief system.

For me, I'll be honest, sometimes,

I don't feel deserving of love from other people.

It's this weird limiting self-belief that has followed me throughout my life.

And so I feel as if I don't deserve the love that I think I do deserve.

It's this weird thing.

I know what I want, but there is a blockage.