In Episode 3, Porsche Lynn continues her story through the burlesque world—but shifts into a deeply personal exploration of addiction and recovery. What starts as experimentation evolves into a lifestyle fueled by industry pressure, performance demands, and unresolved trauma.Through candid storytelling, Porsche reveals the realities many don’t see: the emotional toll of performing, the normalization of substance use, and the dangerous cycles that follow.A pivotal moment—the tragic loss of a close friend—forces her to confront her own path. What follows is not an overnight transformation, but a years-long journey through relapse, self-discovery, and ultimately lasting sobriety.Key Topics CoveredEarly exposure to alcohol and substancesParty culture at Michigan State UniversitySubstance normalization in strip clubs and burlesqueBody image pressure and industry expectationsThe cycle of uppers and downersEmotional and physical toll of performingLoss, grief, and wake-up callsThe decision to get soberRelapse and the reality of recovery12-step programs and Alcoholics AnonymousSpiritual exploration (Buddhism, shamanism, personal belief systems)Martial arts as a healing toolIdentifying and healing the “kernel” of traumaLiving a fulfilled life in long-term sobriety

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