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Look At Me by Anita Brookner - rerun

09 Jun 2026

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Chapter 1: What is the main topic discussed in this episode?

1.195 - 2.257 John Mitchinson

Hello, it's John.

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2.497 - 4.019 Andy Miller

It's Andy. And Nicky, hello.

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5.081 - 24.057 John Mitchinson

Hello, everyone. Hi, and as you probably guessed, this is another one of our rerun shows. And this is from a long time ago, September 2017, when we recorded our first show on Anita Bruckner. Not the first time Anita Bookman was mentioned on this show. Certainly not.

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24.718 - 43.884 John Mitchinson

The book that we'd chosen was Look at Me by Anita Bookman, which I seem to remember, Andy, I only discovered about two hours before the recording of the podcast. I'd read a completely different novel. Which one did you read? Can you remember? What's her very first one called? A Start in Life.

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43.904 - 47.048 Andy Miller

Did you then just power read this just before the show ended?

48.277 - 70.47 John Mitchinson

I sat outside and power read, cancelled everything and just read. If John sounds quite ramped up on this particular episode, now you know why. But we had two brilliant guests who, of course, brilliant guests who've become absolute kind of friends of the show. And in Una McCormick's case, a co-presenter with us. So, but Una and Lucy's Goals.

70.687 - 90.805 Andy Miller

I feel like Anita Bruckner is like a kind of an icon of Backlisted. Those longtime listeners of Backlisted will know that she gets, not only does she get quoted, she gets mentioned, you know, this probably, what, once every four episodes, five episodes. Was this the first sort of real coverage of Anita Bruckner then?

91.409 - 92.954 John Mitchinson

Anita Bruckner died in 2016.

Chapter 2: What is the significance of Anita Brookner's novel 'Look At Me'?

93.114 - 111.741 John Mitchinson

Is this all on the record if people go back? And I read shortly after she died. I'd read her before, but I read her novel Latecomers, which I talked about in the What I've Been Reading slot. And I was so blown away by it that it began my own personal, I don't know what you call it.

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111.921 - 112.582 Andy Miller

Journey.

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112.922 - 134.427 John Mitchinson

Bruckner journey. My whole life seems now to have become an acted out homage to Anita Bruckner. But anyway, I think she's the author whose books have brought me the most undiluted pleasure in the last 10 years of my life, I guess. Isn't that marvellous?

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134.508 - 140.76 Andy Miller

We've got an update for this. So this was done in 2017. If you want to hear more Bruckner, where can you go?

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140.82 - 164.372 John Mitchinson

It's like that hashtag, isn't it? It's like a social media hashtag, never enough Bruckner. Yeah, we're returning to the well again. on our Patreon, every month on the Patreon, we select at random a winner of the Booker Prize for Fiction. We pull a name out of a hat. We literally pull a name out of a hat.

164.392 - 165.933 Andy Miller

What do you know who it was this month?

165.993 - 190.001 John Mitchinson

At the end of last month's meeting, as people who were there will know, one piece of paper literally leapt out of the hat onto the floor, and it was Anita Bruckner and Hotel Dulac. winner of the Booker Prize for Fiction in 1984, an exceptionally good year, which we will be talking about in the show on Patreon.

190.201 - 211.616 John Mitchinson

Anyway, if you would like to listen to us talking about Hotel Delap by Anita Bruckner, with the benefit of hindsight of a decade of talking about Anita Bruckner and thinking about Anita Bruckner and... And I'm actually I'm saying these words that John was talking there about behind the scenes.

212.297 - 222.953 John Mitchinson

I have a signed, not by Bruckner, but by the photographer framed portrait of Anita Bruckner on the wall of the room where I am.

Chapter 3: How did the hosts prepare for discussing 'Look At Me'?

223.073 - 255.378 John Mitchinson

Marvelous. So she is looking down at me with what can only be described as fascination. thorough disapproval for us having done any of this but anyway we're very glad to have done so you can hear that on our Patreon and we hope that you enjoy this trip back to 2017 for Anita Bruckner's Look At Me So, tell us about your band reforming. Okay, yeah. So, my friends and that was the list.

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255.398 - 266.72 John Mitchinson

In fact, happy birthday, gentlemen. Neil and Tim had a joint 50th birthday party. And I used to... Tim? Was that... Neil and Tim. I thought that was the name of your band. Neil and Tim. Good name.

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266.74 - 267.341 Unknown

Good name.

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267.622 - 283.467 John Mitchinson

Yeah. Tim, I used to play in a band with Tim called the Jean Clark Five, which is an extremely esoteric joke. And we split due to lack of interest. But then when we got back together last weekend, for the first time, rather than two of us, there were actually five of us. What did you

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283.447 - 303.413 John Mitchinson

play it's the best drummer that i've ever played with it's a guy called brin and he used to be the drummer in the band's uh the fabulous poodles and frer and frer went on to become underworld so imagine imagine someone who i can't play the guitar very well right but i'm playing with a really good drum

303.393 - 305.336 Una McCormack

Some people and an actual drummer.

305.356 - 324.302 John Mitchinson

And a really good musical director as well called Tim Cronin. Okay, this is what we played. We played You Ain't Going Nowhere, the Bob Dylan song. We played September Girls by Big Star. We played Feel A Whole Lot Better by The Byrds. And then we segued into tracks that the Birthday Boys wanted to hear. So we played Understanding Jane by The Icicle Works. Have you ever heard that?

324.322 - 346.924 John Mitchinson

I've heard it, yeah. For a long time ago, from the 80s. It was really good fun. McNabb fan. Also, because my guitar abilities are fairly limited, when they heard me play it through once, they went, I'll tell you what you can do on this song, Andy. How about giving it some feedback? Can do. So, fortunately, my son wasn't there to see me make an utter tit of myself as I threw some shapes.

346.944 - 367.333 John Mitchinson

I came off stage and somebody said to me, wow, wow, that was great. You really looked like you were enjoying yourself, which I was, unlike many members of the audience. But it was really, really good fun. And it made me think, I love making music, singing and showing off. I love playing music. I want to play music more. Did you ever play in a band, Jim?

Chapter 4: What themes are explored in 'Look At Me'?

464.903 - 471.994 Lucy Scholes

Yes, but I won't be repeating them now. I'm not asking you to. Middle-class twats, by the way.

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472.48 - 473.962 John Mitchinson

By the Chartered Accountants.

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475.004 - 476.026 Lucy Scholes

My new favourite.

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477.809 - 500.146 John Mitchinson

Hello and welcome to Backlisted, the podcast that gives new life to old books. We're gathered in the slightly stuffy lounge of a flat in a matching block in Maida Vale. And joining us today, both for the second time, are former guests Una McCormack and Lucy Scholes. Hello. Hello. Hello. Thank you for coming in. Una is the co-director of the I'm going to say what Matt's written here.

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500.667 - 508.101 John Mitchinson

Una is the co-director of the Angela Ruskin Centre Centre for Science Fiction and Fantasy. And your employers won't mind that, will they?

508.121 - 510.165 Una McCormack

I'm sure they'll be delighted with the name check.

510.766 - 527.365 John Mitchinson

And has written official best-selling books for both the Star Trek and Doctor Who series and is a New York Times best-selling author. Ooh, ooh. And Una previously joined our happy band to talk about Venetia by Georgette Heyer. That's right. One of our most successful podcasts to date. Also, welcome back, Lucy Scholes.

527.385 - 546.582 John Mitchinson

Lucy is a writer and critic for The Guardian, The Independent and the BBC, amongst others. And she's also a contributing editor to the Bookinista website. And she came into Backlisted back in the midst of time to talk about The Vet's Daughter by Barbara Cummings, which is one of our favourite books. That was my favourite discovery from the podcast all of last year.

546.562 - 548.506 Lucy Scholes

What a pleasure. It's lovely to know.

Chapter 5: How does Anita Brookner's life influence her writing?

756.453 - 777.664 John Mitchinson

Thanks, bud, said the devil as he hung up. And somewhere in the high belfry of the exoverse, great black bells chimed antitonal and dispersed a low beating of sub-eternal defibrillation throughout all of space, changing the course of time. So that's a bit better than what you get on VH1. And also, I'm going to give a plug to this because it deserves a plug.

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778.084 - 802.386 John Mitchinson

He will be making a very rare public appearance on the 28th of September at Waterstones in Kensington High Street, which is the shop in which I used to work and where 25 years ago in the returns room, no doubt packing up Anita Bruckner books. I remember hearing P.F. Sloan by Jimmy Webb for the very first time. So that would be a nice circularity there of the exoverse.

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803.388 - 815.208 John Mitchinson

It's just, yeah, I mean, it sounds great. I'm buying, I'm ordering it. And volume two is on the way. The less successful years. John, what have you been reading?

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815.268 - 839.287 John Mitchinson

Well, I think I've been reading very close to my favourite novel of the last few months, new novel of the last sort of six months or so, Pretty Tanagers, We That Are Young, a massive doorstepper of a novel published by the excellent Galley Beggar Press. I guess there's no way around it. It is a retelling of King Lear, set in contemporary India.

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839.467 - 863.424 John Mitchinson

It doesn't really give the plot away, except to say that there are three daughters and there is an aging Indian businessman who runs this massive global corporation out of India. that is beginning to creak at the seams. And the book starts with his illegitimate son coming back to Delhi. He's been successful in the West and now is coming back to India, reconnecting with his roots.

863.804 - 886.342 John Mitchinson

It is 500 pages long. It ought to be difficult to read. It isn't. It is pretty sure her first novel. It is. She's an activist and a lecturer at Warwick. And she draws characters, I think, that are completely... It's not... You know, there are Indian novels. There is a drop-down menu, I guess, of things that you would expect to find in Indian novels. Quite a lot over there.

886.362 - 910.619 John Mitchinson

There is an amazing thing. The great storm scene is set in a Delhi slum. The book's about climate change. It's incredibly contemporary. So you feel that you're getting a portrait of Indian life really as it is now. You know, commercialism, the roots of fundamentalism, all the things I guess you would expect to find in a novel given its setting.

911.18 - 928.123 John Mitchinson

But for me, it's the best novel set in India that I've read since A Suitable Boy. And that is pretty, for me, high praise. So this, as you were saying, is picked up by Galley Beggars. Gally Beggars are, of course, the publisher who found Aimee McBride after she had been rejected by many people.

928.283 - 947.853 John Mitchinson

And I was reading a thing that Sam Jordison wrote about We That Are Young, where he said, by the time it got to us, it came to us with a history of ecstatic rejections. But it's a fascinating publishing thing. And we might talk about this in relation to Bruckner as well, about... how frequently she published and what effect that had on her career.

Chapter 6: What insights do the guests provide about Brookner's characters?

1110.129 - 1130.045 John Mitchinson

To buy? In your English pounds? £9.99. That's amazing. Bargain. Seven years' work, right, and 500 pages, and it's £9.99. Yeah. And as I keep saying to people, when you and I were boys, Andy, what was the price of a novel in Waterstones 20 years ago? It was £14.19. It was more. In fact, I wish somebody would do that.

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1130.185 - 1151.389 John Mitchinson

If there's anybody out there who's good at looking at how things have changed, pricing has changed, I would say that fiction has probably kind of halved in price relatively over the last 20 years. Yeah. And that's at full price, by the way, because people aren't paying £14.99. They're paying £9.99 discounted or £9.99 because it's a paperback original. Pretty, tenacious, we that are young.

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1152.03 - 1177.413 John Mitchinson

And so back to the main subject, the long-awaited main subject of this podcast. I'm slightly superstitious about it because the elephant in the room, very elegant, becardagant elephant in the backlisted room, has been the long-running, barely concealed love affair of Andy Miller... And Anita Bruckner. And finally, he gets to declare his passion, his love, his enthusiasm.

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1177.433 - 1201.446 John Mitchinson

So I'm going to answer my own question first for once. Andy, where did you first encounter the work of Anita Bruckner? And the answer is that it was at school. And it was the first Booker Prize winning book that I ever read was Hotel Dulac in 1985 when I was 16. And I didn't really get it. I knew nothing of the controversy surrounding the fact that Hotels You Like won the Booker Prize.

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1201.466 - 1217.565 John Mitchinson

We'll come on to that later. But I was just beginning to discover literature that you could go into bookshops and buy from the fiction section. And I thought, oh, Booker Prize, I've heard of the Booker Prize. So I read Hotels You Like. I didn't really get it, but I did enjoy it. And when I read Hotels You Like again last year,

1217.545 - 1237.478 John Mitchinson

I was amazed about how much of it I could actually remember and how much of the tone of it came back and flavour came back. And I read a couple of other Bruckner's over the years. And then as regular listeners to Backlisted will know, last year after Anita Bruckner died, I thought, oh, I'd like to read another Anita Bruckner. And I read Latecomers.

1237.458 - 1255.281 John Mitchinson

And as I said on the episode, I think it's on the Raymond Chandler episode, after I'd read it, I was blown away by it. I was blown away by it. I cannot remember responding so strongly to a book for a long time. And that sort of led me to read many, many other of her books over the last 18 months.

1255.261 - 1272.243 John Mitchinson

One of the reasons we wanted to do this episode is because we had a tweet from somebody, say, a few weeks ago saying, where is your Anita Bruckner episode? I can't find it. And I just thought, well, I don't want this to be a running joke. I actually sincerely believe these are some of the best books I've ever read. So that's why we're here today.

1272.323 - 1279.733 John Mitchinson

That's why we've plugged the microphone into the desk. So that's my account of where I first came across Anita Bruckner. Una McCormack.

Chapter 7: How does the narrative style of 'Look At Me' affect the reader's experience?

1471.647 - 1496.948 John Mitchinson

But it was, at that time, not the kind of thing that I was interested in reading more of. Being callow and male... But, you know, as listeners will know, tediously, I've come to see the error of my ways. And I have to say, coming back to her work for this podcast, it has been, as ever, a revelation. She just seems to be in that sort of remarkable strand of 20th century literature.

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1496.928 - 1511.496 John Mitchinson

I mean, the pleasure in reading it is very similar to me to the pleasure in discovering, which, again, I've confessed to discovering mural spark far too late in life. And rather like mural spark, I'll read the Bruckner's steadily. I don't want to be without them. I think I love the idea that there are 24.

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1511.776 - 1535.052 John Mitchinson

I've read four of them, including the one we're talking about today, rather more quickly than... anticipated i think with start in life it's i mean i like hotels alack and late comers but i really think look at me as a and we'll talk about why it grabs you from the from the absolute one of the great opening paragraphs i think you mentioned uh lucy the s word

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1535.453 - 1560.33 John Mitchinson

And one of the things that it seems to me is revelatory about reading Anita Bruckner rather than hearing about Anita Bruckner is the more you read, the idea that she only wrote about lonely women, it seems ludicrous to me, actually ludicrous and insulting to her and to her work. And one of the things that's very...

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1560.31 - 1583.905 John Mitchinson

significant to me and i think he's little understood about her or little reported is that she is very funny she is funny on the page and she's very funny in person she was a great interview if you read any interviews with her she is terrifically amusing in a kind of eeyore-ish kind of way and there's a quote here there's an interview here with um boyd tonkin

1584.425 - 1592.615 John Mitchinson

She's talking about the image problem that she had. She sort of... Ten years after Hotel Dulac. She sort of invented herself.

1593.055 - 1598.222 Unknown

Yes. This is the constant game. She perpetuates it all the time.

1598.282 - 1618.823 John Mitchinson

And she goes on and on about the reviews that she gets. I mean, you have to work quite hard to find a bad review. She says, well, I am a spinster. I make no apologies for that, but I'm neither unhappy nor lonely. I am interested in people who live on their own, people who get left behind, who drop through the net, but who survive.

1619.284 - 1640.021 John Mitchinson

They seem to me quite heroic characters sometimes, but no one inquires about them because they're people who do without much conversation, whose loudest moments are internal. If such characters persist through my novels, that's because I don't know much about them, not because I know them too well. I write to find out what makes them tick.

Chapter 8: What parallels can be drawn between Brookner's work and contemporary issues?

1896.762 - 1917.558 John Mitchinson

She said, you never heard Anita gasp. She looked at the pile of books. And she had to do it. And then she said at the end of the signing session, she got out and on Piccadilly. She said she suddenly got skittish and leapt onto the back of a Rootmaster bus and said, I have to go now, dear, and waved a window down the street. She said it was like a sort of weird 1950s musical.

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1917.598 - 1920.443 Una McCormack

Amazing. Moment of brief encounter or something, yeah.

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1920.423 - 1943.895 John Mitchinson

I think she's so good. And Look at Me, particularly, is such a good book about solitude, yes, but also about writers and writing and about the compromise that exists between looking at the world and then secluding yourself from the world, claustration. Yeah, she loves that word, doesn't she? In order to write it down. Una, have you got a... I have a little bit.

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1943.915 - 1966.798 Una McCormack

Yes, it's from the start of chapter six of Look at Me. It was then that I saw the business of writing for what it truly was and is to me. It is your penance for not being lucky. It is an attempt to reach out to others and to make them love you. It is your instinctive protest when you find you have no voice at the world's tribunals and that no one will speak for you.

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1966.778 - 1991.882 Una McCormack

I would give my entire output of words past, present and to come in exchange for easier access to the world, for permission to state I hurt or I hate or I want. Or indeed, look at me. And I do not go back on this. For once a thing is known, it can never be unknown. It can only be forgotten. And writing is the enemy of forgetfulness, of thoughtlessness.

1992.403 - 1999.271 Una McCormack

For the writer, there is no oblivion, only endless memory. Wow.

1999.711 - 2002.514 Unknown

I just actually punched the air. Yeah, yeah.

2002.654 - 2007.458 Una McCormack

The sheer truthfulness of it. And the beauty of it. Speaking it is just joy.

2007.498 - 2015.345 John Mitchinson

And the way she works that look at me theme, you know, from the first kind of brilliant paragraph about memory.

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