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S3 | E1-3 | The Debrief with Ryan Wolf and Jacob Saffle

13 May 2026

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Chapter 1: What is the purpose of the Debrief series in Season 3?

0.807 - 20.706 Ryan Wolf

Hey everyone, welcome to this first episode of the debrief for season 3 of Guilt, Finding Heidi. I know how much this case means to so many of you, thanks so much for being incredibly patient as you've waited for more episodes to drop. Remember, if you're a paid subscriber, you'll have access to the war room for season 3 on our website theguiltpodcast.com.

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20.686 - 38.475 Ryan Wolf

There you're going to find extremely detailed maps and case files all related to this season of the podcast, like never seen before. All the interesting locations, all the files, photos, video I've accrued during my time working on the case, it will be found there, but you will need to be a paid subscriber.

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38.692 - 52.515 Ryan Wolf

In saying that, we're still just putting the last touches on the Season 3 version of The War Room. We expect that to be fully live Monday the 20th of April, New Zealand time. Thanks so much, and we hope you enjoy this special debrief series.

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59.363 - 87.598 Jacob Saffle

Hey everyone, welcome to this new series of A Debrief with Jacob Saville and myself. And we're going to go over the whole of Season 3, Finding Heidi. And the point of this is to, I guess, I've never really gone back over all the details of the episodes. And I'm finding it very interesting now doing that in light of what we know with...

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what we found out eventually and also in terms of David Tamahede's case being overturned recently, being quashed. There's never been a better time to go back through all the details. If you're listening to The Debrief for the first time, listening to this episode, it's a new thing we introduced in season six and it's been going really well. So every week,

111.068 - 132.182 Jacob Saffle

we release a guilt episode, and then we also release a debrief episode. And in that episode, Jacob and myself and Bella, we discuss key themes, topics, and questions from that particular episode. So that's what we're gonna be doing here. So Jacob and I have gone back and listened to episodes one through three, and we're gonna discuss in this episode,

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questions around those episodes, themes, and just our general thoughts. So if you want to follow along with this, we're going to be doing three episodes each week. So every Thursday, Jacob and I are going to make a debrief episode discussing three episodes. So next week, it'll be four, five, six. The following week, it'll be episodes seven, eight, nine, and so on.

155.331 - 180.36 Jacob Saffle

So it would pay to go back and refresh yourself on those episodes. So, yeah, Jake, maybe introduce yourself for people that maybe haven't been listening to the debrief season six. Absolutely. Hey guys, so yeah, it's Jacob Saffel. I do all of the web design and online stuff for the Gilt podcast. Really excited to dive into this one.

180.9 - 212.526 Jacob Saffle

Matter of fact, it was just two weeks before you released episode one of this podcast that I actually started listening to Gilt podcasts. And I binged the first two seasons in that timeframe leading up to this one. And so this one was really, I feel like you can say this about all of your seasons, but it seems like every new season, it's almost as if the podcast grew into this.

Chapter 2: How does the case of David Tamahere impact the narrative?

396.766 - 423.898 Jacob Saffle

So right out of the gate, the, the weight of this season was heavy. Um, And so, you know, being able to dive into that was, you know, it it kind of takes on a seriousness that that was apparent from the get go. But that being said, kind of coming into I love how you distinguish your mission here in this season, because it's not to solve a case. That's not what you're trying to do.

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423.978 - 442.619 Jacob Saffle

That's not your mission. You've always been really outspoken about that. So. Before we really get into actually what happens in these episodes, why did you make that distinction so apparent? Why were you so adamant about making sure that people knew? My mission here is to bring Heidi home. It's not to find a killer. It's not to do this or that. It's to bring her home.

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442.679 - 446.226 Jacob Saffle

Why were you really adamant that that be clear?

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448.13 - 471.1 Jacob Saffle

yeah yeah you've covered off a lot of really good points there uh and first of all i'll just add that um you know you're right like you know heidi nirvan had so much in front of their whole lives and even when i was listening back to the podcast uh yesterday when i was on the drive and you know you're hearing those letters that are that are being read you know the letters that heidi had written home and

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and talking about the things that they're doing and it just really strikes home that when you hear those thinking you know they wrote those letters and that only days and weeks you know before you know they lost their lives and it's just so sad to think that the time they're writing those they're so happy and excited you know and they have no idea what what's coming um you know i think

496.19 - 529.661 Jacob Saffle

The thing with this case is it's unique in a way because we already had a convicted murderer in this case, David Tamahere. At the time I took on the case, 2023, he was already on parole. He had finished his time. He was out, and he had been out for 13 years. Yeah. Coming into it, for me, there was really only one main purpose, and that was to find Heidi. It was the glaring problem in this case.

530.303 - 558.568 Jacob Saffle

And I'll add that I didn't know where this case was going to go. And if you've listened to this whole season, I certainly recommend you do. I had no idea what I was getting myself into when I started it. And you're dead right. I would not have been in a position to do this if this was my first case. You know, my first two cases really helped me get a better understanding of this kind of work.

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You know, and they did sort of just naturally lead into each other.

563.335 - 588.988 Jacob Saffle

um but yeah the goal was it felt good to have that that goal um find Heidi send her home um to not end up getting bogged down into too many other details that you know this is what I thought from the outset um you know over time I guess that sort of changed a little bit as you know as we did start to peel back layers and and the truth started to come out um

Chapter 3: What unique challenges does the bush environment present in the investigation?

1052.633 - 1075.495 Jacob Saffle

And, you know, he was just sort of had his own version of the story. But he was a great way for me to come in. He helped show me some key locations and some key points to get started. And then I kind of went off from there. But, you know, Alan, he's just one example of so many people that have their little connection to this case. And it's just kind of never left them.

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1076.538 - 1096.999 Jacob Saffle

So let's list off the places that he did take you to that day. Yeah. Because there are a lot to cover. So did you guys go to Crosby's? No, so this comes later. Yeah, so I don't go to Crosby's until, because to get to Crosby's, that requires, it's quite a difficult tramp to get up there.

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And I think Alan would be the first to admit that he probably wasn't in the right shape to make that trip at that time. But no, we didn't go there. That's more of like a day trip to get up there and back. yeah we went to tower creek and um we hear this in in the episodes so we might chat about that now and um you know and that's it's a very interesting location too tower creek because

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1123.619 - 1139.963 Jacob Saffle

It's a bit different today than it was back at that time, but it ends up becoming such a key part of this case because you're talking about, and we'll get into this, I think, probably in the next Debrief episode more, but, you know, the tent that appears in the hut at the end of Tararou Creek.

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1140.503 - 1166.004 Jacob Saffle

But this, at the end of Tararou Creek, right, is where the car was and where David Tamahere alleges that he found the car, broke into the car, stole it, you know, and... And it becomes the most contentious part of this case. The police saying, bullshit, that didn't happen. You had the car and you had the keys because you killed Heidi and her barn.

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Him saying, no, no, I just walked up that road, found the car there and broke into it. And I found it really interesting. re-listening back to, you know, because in this episode, we go over the transcripts.

1181.624 - 1206.546 Jacob Saffle

I think it's in one of these three episodes, we go over the transcripts of David Tamahiti describing breaking into the car and, you know, and it's quite interesting just hearing about it and then hearing Colin Matthews' mouth talk about his experience of that. And I'd kind of forgotten in the time since then to now, you know, his little part of that story. But, you know,

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hearing about how uh okay what i'll say is when i listened back again it reminded me that i feel that that story uh of how he's described breaking into the car and everything is unlikely you know to me that's what it sounds like and you can i'd like to hear your thoughts on it too but as i was listening back through you know you've got

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In order for that story to be true, that he broke in the car the way he said he did, first of all, you know, they're talking about him feeling the muffler, right, or the exhaust, and that it was warm, and the police go to some effort to try and prove that's not possible. But, you know, put that to the side and say, like, yeah, that's one thing, but...

Chapter 4: How do personal experiences shape the storytelling in this season?

1574.157 - 1598.963 Jacob Saffle

I found that kind of interesting. I mean, you know, detectives are always like, they're going to tell their version of a story that might help, you know, their side of things. So, you know, you take it with a grain of salt sometimes. But yeah, I did find that interesting. But just to kind of refresh the timeline here, this is before he actually makes contact with the Swedes, correct?

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1602.788 - 1625.637 Jacob Saffle

When he happens upon the vehicle? Well, I mean, what he's saying is that he never met the Swedes, right? So he's just saying that he probably never met the Swedes. He just found the car and then broke into the car, right? Got it. Yeah. So that's how we ended up with some of the, some of their positions and got it, got it. Yeah.

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1625.717 - 1640.065 Jacob Saffle

So, you know, he finds the car and this is really where his whole defense hinges right here with the car. Well, I was just walking down that road, down the car. That's how I've got this stuff. You know, and I think we might get into it more in episodes that are coming, but yeah,

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1640.045 - 1668.28 Jacob Saffle

he changes his story as he goes along right like he initially says one thing um no he didn't know anything about it and then as he realizes the police have more then he sort of starts to come clean you know first of all he says he finds that finds a box of their stuff at uh boone's flat campground which is in a karinga valley which is a different spot in thames then he changes changes his story and i believe we'll get into that more in the coming episodes

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1668.665 - 1681.071 Jacob Saffle

Um, but yeah, I, I just, um, I thought it was just interesting listening back to everything about that car and breaking into it. And to me, it just seemed required a lot of things to, um,

1681.203 - 1692.14 Jacob Saffle

give him the benefit of doubt, give him the benefit of the doubt and quite a few areas in order for, to accept his story being true, that there were a spare set of keys when there was no known spare set of keys.

1692.561 - 1716.562 Jacob Saffle

And his only defense was that, um, that apparently there had been a small crack in the original key, the previous owner had said, so it could be possible that they got another set to replace, you know, to, to replace this. Um, Yeah, the window being down when the witnesses didn't describe the window being down, the wire.

1717.223 - 1725.283 Jacob Saffle

And then as well, it's a small point, but he says that he threw the wire right into the wire he used. He says he threw it into the bush.

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and uh described it as not far he's just throwing it over the first few trees into the bush and of course that wire was never found um now it is thick down there in that area of bush i was thinking about this when i was on my way back yesterday so you could imagine it maybe not being found but you know, I'm sure that they had, I'm aware that they had a good look for it.

Chapter 5: What role does community involvement play in solving the case?

1784.428 - 1798.811 Jacob Saffle

Okay. Yeah. Yeah. So this all happens at the end of Tararu Creek Road, which is the... from there, that's where you walk up to Crosby's Clearing. So there's a couple ways you can get to Crosby's Clearing, but this is one of the routes.

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And so it's important, and it will become more important as we move into the upcoming episodes, but it's up this way between Tauru Creek Road and Jamtons, which is one of the intersections in the track. This is where Heidi's jacket will eventually be found, and the wallet, and Urban's wallet. So

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1820.557 - 1841.856 Jacob Saffle

Well, and it's important too to, you know, and when I was listening as well, like back to this, the band tag on the fence. So there's, and this is what kicks off the whole thing. And I talk about in the podcast, it's like, it's like a classic breadcrumb in a movie, right? Look here.

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you know and when you think about it now you think about what we know and if you've listened to the whole podcast other suspects you know doubtful evidence you look back at that bag tag so it's you know it's like a tag that you would have on your luggage right and it's got heidi's name on it how does that end up on a piece of wire hanging on a fence in that location like you know, I don't know.

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1875.864 - 1898.623 Jacob Saffle

I'm just trying to, how can you explain it? Um, there's only a few ways you can. And the, the one that I felt listening back, given what we know about the case, um, Crosby's clearing and potentially that, I mean, I don't believe that it was David Tomahiti and Heidi and Crosby's clearing that we're seeing that day. Um,

1899.11 - 1933.73 Jacob Saffle

was that tag on that fence a breadcrumb that was put there on purpose to say, hey, look up here. And then a trail is, you know, that trail is set specifically perhaps so that someone may think that this couple had just gotten lost in the bush. You know, that's that, you know. So you're suggesting that it was a breadcrumb meant to throw throw police off the trail. I think so.

1934.25 - 1958.924 Jacob Saffle

Not one that Heidi would have done herself when being held captive. Well, that is, and I mean, that's the other one, right? I mean, and that's very compelling too. I mean, imagine, I didn't think as I was listening, you know, I thought, far out, that's kind of like something you would see in a movie, right? That you would do that. It's a possibility.

1959.004 - 1980.045 Jacob Saffle

And if that did happen, it would be quite incredible. But I don't know. The cynical side of me sort of thinks that that seems unlikely. That seems like something you would see in a movie. Is it possible? Yeah, of course. I guess the only other way it could be explained is

1980.565 - 2007.48 Jacob Saffle

would be if David Tomaheady was, he's in the car, he says that he found the car and then he's throwing items out of the car like he throws things down the bank. Does he somehow throw something and it catches on the fence? I don't know. It just doesn't really make a lot of sense to me. But I just felt listening back to it, it just seemed, you know, there's a movie, Minority Report.

Chapter 6: How does the podcast differentiate between evidence and speculation?

2186.744 - 2215.941 Jacob Saffle

um to probably what it was then but inside like there's still some original elements of it it was really cool going through there and you know just thinking you know that back then like yeah tamahere was using this place and coming and going and that it became a key part to this case and um it's got that dark tourism kind of element to it i don't know if there's been any people that have gone and stayed there just because of that um but yeah i mean i you know they're lovely owners it's a bed and breakfast today that you can stay at um

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2216.09 - 2237.187 Jacob Saffle

I think it's so interesting. I love the point in that episode. I think it's episode two, if I'm not mistaken, where you're talking to that owner and he mentions how many bed and breakfasts or something similar were in the area at the time. As a matter of fact, you had him repeat it like, I'm sorry, what? Do you remember the number? It was like a hundred and...

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2237.639 - 2258.719 Jacob Saffle

I want to say like 112 or something like that or 115. And, you know, you have to remember, and this is side-side tangent here that's unrelated to the case, but Thames and New Zealand at that time, so gold, it was like the gold rush. And Thames at one point was kind of like the unofficial capital of New Zealand. Like it was just...

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It was just pumping because there were so many people there as part of this gold rush. And what do people do when you've got young men or men that have got money? They're there. They're basically drinking. They're going to brothels and they're looking for gold. And so a lot of these people were sort of itinerants in town, so they're just staying in hotels. So these hotels popped up everywhere.

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2281.898 - 2306.008 Jacob Saffle

And the Sunkist or the Lady Bowen, I think it started off as the Lady Bowen, you know, in the 1800s. Then it became the Sunkist and then they reverted it back to the Lady Bowen, you know. It had five bars. And, I mean, this place is not huge. So just to give you an idea of how focused they were on drinking and, you know, that's what life was then. But Thames has got so much history.

2306.028 - 2329.189 Jacob Saffle

And when you walk around the town, you see it everywhere. Like a lot of old buildings, they shoot – quite a few TV shows and things there. Uh, when I was there last time, we were actually at a restaurant and the, uh, while speaking to the, the waitress and she was saying that, um, oh, they, there, there'd been a show being shot in town sometime recently, uh,

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And Florence Pugh was, was in this show for Netflix and they were using 10 teams because it has this old colonial look and they didn't know, like they didn't recognize her though. And she'd come in and asked, Oh, Hey, have you got any tables for dinner? And they're like, nah, we're full. You go down the road, there's Chinese or something.

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she goes down there comes back like 10 minutes later and she's like oh are you sure you don't have anything they're like no we've got nothing you know maybe come back tomorrow and they realize but I mean at the time then it would have been you know it kind of almost favors a tourist destination in terms of the frequency people are in and out and kind of that disproportionate

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you know locals to non-local you know population there so which is i mean it's it's that that makes it really ripe for situations like this where things things happen and you really don't have anything to chase down because people are in the wind so quickly you know and especially with that that many places you know and it doesn't sound like it's actually a huge area

Chapter 7: What are the implications of the Supreme Court's decision on Tamahere's conviction?

2624.802 - 2643.22 Jacob Saffle

let's talk about the environment and the situation here. Very top level. Okay, now let's talk about some of these key locations because those locations come into play time and time and time and time and time again. And they evolve out, but then they always seem to come back. You know, you'll hear these things that kind of bring you out here. Okay, but then it ties us back here.

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2643.28 - 2662.203 Jacob Saffle

So I think that was an excellent step by you to go, okay, now let me just take you to these places and then we'll dig into the X's and O's, which is where I think episode three takes us. Let's go, okay. Now that you kind of get the idea of the environment we're dealing with, let's talk about how the court sees it and how this thing played out. Right.

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2662.724 - 2683.668 Jacob Saffle

And from there, they do mention another couple that had come into contact with David Tomahiri. And if I'm not mistaken, episode four kind of dives into what they've got to say a little bit more, a little bit more about them. Am I correct in that? uh, geez, you'd have to refresh my memory in terms of, you know, like for this, I'm just, I focused on the first three. What, what, right.

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2683.709 - 2706.261 Jacob Saffle

There's a, there's a, there's another couple that actually used him as either a tour guide or something similar. Sorry, I apologize. Yeah, yeah, of course. Yeah. And we do, I think I discuss it briefly in episode three, don't I? But, you know, and that's another, just a fascinating and interesting angle to this case, right? Is that after it comes out later that the Swedish guy, um,

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2706.241 - 2736.248 Jacob Saffle

uh or swedish yeah i believe swedish hakama cool was one of these guys he's in sweden right and he sees an article in the paper um about this name pat kelly uh and this car i think he sees the car and he suddenly twigs and says man i i i got a ride in that car like i swear it was that car and it had turned out that david tamahiti had taken these guys on a tiki tour these ones that he had met at the sun kissed lodge and you know in some ways the potential similarities to

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you know, you can't help but, but see those, but, and what seems kind of the, the outlier of this thing or where it doesn't fit is that he took these people on this tour and he was the perfect gentleman, you know, like they thought he was a great, uh, host, you know, um, taught them a lot about the multi history of different areas, uh, was likable. Um, yeah. So it's, it's an interesting thing.

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And then he gives one of these girls, Gabriel, uh, Gabrielle arrived to Auckland by herself afterwards when he leaves in the car and you know and nothing goes wrong I mean obviously like I said in the podcast that you can look at it two ways, right?

2782.881 - 2798.601 Jacob Saffle

And you can say that, well, you know, maybe he doesn't have such propensity to act a certain way towards women or he could be placed in that car with her. So, you know, like he's clever enough to know that, you know, you're not going to get away with that one.

2798.581 - 2826.512 Jacob Saffle

um so yeah but that's an interesting element of the case you know that and it comes part of his defense as well that he's like well if i killed these people surely i'm not going to take their car and take people on like a tiki tour and you know sort of thing and then i guess the police say the opposite yeah and it brings you back to that idea that if if if he had any sort of doubt that if if if these people were alive

Chapter 8: How does the episode set the stage for future discussions in the series?

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Where we go from here is really interesting in that you start bringing in some of that subjectivity. You start bringing, okay, well, we hear that these people are thinking this, well, Hey, this was a theory. And so while we have that foundation to go back to, it does add some of that.

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3067.607 - 3088.418 Jacob Saffle

So I'm really, really excited to hear your take on a lot of that because those kinds of subjective conversations and, uh, um, They're not purely speculation, but they're a hybrid, right? There's speculation, but it's rooted in some facts that they're building off of there. There's no way to capture all of that in a 45-minute podcast episode.

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3088.438 - 3106.35 Jacob Saffle

So I'm really excited to hear kind of your take coming away from those conversations. Yeah, let's see where that takes us. you know, I think, you know, with these debrief episodes, uh, well, you know, like the beginning step, right? Like this is just the base, like you said, and we're just going out to some of the known details and there's, um,

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you know, as we go on to these next episodes and further, you know, we're really, like you said, we're going to get into more of the subjective stuff and as well, like more of my experiences dealing with people and in these situations. And I think that's where we're going to get the most value out of these debrief sessions. I can already foresee we're going to have some amazing conversations.

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3126.636 - 3149.82 Jacob Saffle

Uh, and, I'm going to be able to reveal some details that probably people never knew. And so everyone listening, the way this is good because Jacob obviously has an inside running to a lot of what goes on, but he also tries to view it as a listener, the same way as you. So he can frame questions that you're probably thinking as well. So that's what we're going to try and do going forward.

3149.8 - 3168.417 Jacob Saffle

I will add too, so we're also, this is available on YouTube. If you want to see Jacob and my beautiful faces, we're on there. Bella normally joins us for the debrief on season six, but she's our community manager. She's over a lot of stuff and we know this case well.

3168.397 - 3188.262 Jacob Saffle

bit more inside now so bella's not doing it so it's just just us uh in future as we get into further episodes we're going to be sharing um maps and some other things live on the youtube stream so if you do want to see those when you're following along be sure to jump over to our youtube channel that'll be i think very beneficial

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for you and as well um if you listen to these episodes during the week fire us through some questions if you want uh if there's something that stands out to you about the coming three episodes so four five and six send us through uh your questions ideally uh you can do that through our website by going on and filling out the form there you can email us at brevitystudiosnz gmail.com

3212.913 - 3236.428 Jacob Saffle

But with that, I'll say thank you very much, Jacob. We're just scratching the surface here. It's going to be exciting moving into these next episodes. And then once we get beyond episode 10 and those final episodes and we start to talk more about David Turner and everything coming up there, there's a lot that I can share in my own experiences that happened at that time.

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