Matthew Cox | Inside True Crime Podcast
Inside the Mind of a K*ller (What Nobody Will Tell You)
12 May 2025
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He's on his knees saying his prayers and When you do it, you grasp this concept, right, that we are all born into a collective tunnel of normality. For some reason, you realize that we're all human. We all understand in this tunnel. And then when you do something like this, you're extracted from that tunnel.
And you know that there's boundaries that are never meant to be crossed between human and human. Then I was extracted. I could look into the collective tunnel, but I can never be a part of it again. Oh. My father was really abusive. He was in church, so that religion played a huge part in our family. My mother... He was religious, but he was abusive.
Yeah, religious. They were the type of dudes that go to church on Sunday, beat your ass on fucking Sunday night. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, my mother was...
kind of crazy too man because she would be the type that you know would get beaten up and then when we would try to stick up for her she would kind of come at us sideways for trying to stick up for her it was just weird you know what i'm saying do you have brothers sisters how many brothers
i'm the youngest of five brothers the brother that was close the closest to me when he was two years old he was playing in front of a pot of boiling water and he was out there playing with it and i guess something happened the handle was protruding from the in the kitchen and it kind of just spilled on his head and it peeled back his skin um He ended up paralyzed. From that accident?
Yeah, so the burns ended up coming to his skin. It paralyzed him. Yeah, my whole life, I was feeding him through a tube. But he was my best friend because when there was nobody to talk to, I would talk to him. You know what I mean? Right. That was my road dog. That was my best friend. So when I was eight, he ended up passing away on me.
Is this from complications of? Complications of his situation. Right. So when my brother passed away, we sued the hospital. He passed away in. We ended up suing him for four point something million. And my family ended up getting paid, but my father was an alcoholic. My father left us. He left us for two or three years. And he came back without nothing.
And so we ended up in like... It's common. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Like 90% of the lottery winners end up broke in three years. You know, it's just you... He called us, bro, because. And he's an alcoholic.
That's not good. He got in a car wreck, crashed underneath a semi, called my mother, and he had like a cane in his back. So he had like a whole kilo inside of the back, and he got stopped, and he was worried about that kilo being found inside of his trunk. All right.
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