6 - Black Voices in Healthcare: Becoming
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What inspired Ashley McMullen to pursue a career in medicine?
You're listening to The Nocturnist, Black Voices in Healthcare. I'm Ashley McMullen. We all have our stories of becoming. Where we come from and where we go is different for all of us. We might move forward with a laser focus or bounce from chapter to chapter. We may find ourselves in unexpected places because of chance opportunity, because of circumstance, or perhaps because of faith. I didn't see any black doctors growing up. Who I did see was my mom, a nurse. I saw how hard she worked and the impact she had on her patients made me want to be a doctor. There were many times I thought about quitting pre-med though. And it was my mom who encouraged me to keep going, to do something no one else in our family had done before.
From med school to residency and chief year to faculty, I am still becoming the amazing black queer woman that I am. This week, we'll hear about all the roads you've taken to become who you are and celebrate the folks who supported you along the way. Here's episode six, Becoming.
I'm a second generation nurse. And when I think about my story of becoming, it all goes back to my mother. My mom has been a nurse 21 of the 27 years I've been on this earth. when i was about eight or nine she worked for a home health and hospice agency and they had a bring your kid to work day and so it just so happened that my best friend at the time her mom was also a nurse and worked for the same company so we both went with our moms to work and i remember walking into the building that day and it's like this two-story building that has like a mezzanine area and I remember it spent on like clean paper and ink and importance. My mom gave us pens and papers and these little stethoscopes. And while they were discussing plans of care, me and my best friend were in the conference room, which smelled like old coffee, acting like we were nurses discussing our own plans of care.
And we would take the stethoscopes and listen to each other's chest sounds. completely in the wrong areas, I'm sure, but it was a great time. And not only on this day, many times my mom, because she was a single mother at the time, would take me on certain visits that she had to do as a part of her job as a hospice and home health nurse. And so I got to meet some of her patients and There's one patient in particular that I got to know fairly well because every time we went there, she would always give me cinnamon candy and butterscotch. She was so sweet. She was always like, come on, baby, let me go get you some candy. And I remember she would let me watch cartoons when my mom was there. My mom would like take a listen to her lungs and do a head to toe assessment on her.
She would, you know, set up her medications for the week and teach her about what she needed to do. The lady had fallen and had a pretty bad wound that was kind of healing and my mom would change her dressings. And I remember her pouring some kind of liquid on it and cleaning the wound and then putting this bandage that she got from a supply bag from her company. But I remember one time we went to visit the house and I wasn't allowed to go in. My mom said, baby, I need you to stay in the car for a little while, okay? Lock the door. And I remember there was an EMS truck at this house. And this is this lady that I always loved. And I was like, why can't I go in? She said, I just need you to stay in the car, okay?
So she went in and about probably 15, 20 minutes later, she came back out. And I had saw them come into the EMS truck and get a gurney and go into the house. And when she was leaving out, I saw her hugging some of the lady's family members. And I was like, well, where's the lady? I didn't see her. And my mom came and told me that the lady had died. And at eight, you have an understanding, you know what death is, but I just thought it was so sad. And she said, it is sad, but sometimes when people are really sick, death can be a release and death can actually bring them relief from the pain that they've been having. That was kind of the first time that someone had explained to me that death, though it hurts, isn't always horrible.
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