The Transformative Power of Diagnosis with Danielle Spencer
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What is metagnosis and why does it matter for health and identity?
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You're listening to the Nocturne's Conversations. I'm Emily Silverman. There's a certain rhythm to the work of medicine. Someone comes to us with symptoms, we do a physical exam, labs and imaging, and then we give the patient a diagnosis. But what happens when the normal sequence of events is flipped? What if the diagnosis comes to the patient as a total surprise and is not preceded by any symptoms or complaints? And how does that type of diagnosis change our patients' understanding of themselves? My guest today, Danielle Spencer, has written a book on this subject. It's called Metanosis, Revelatory Narratives of Health and Identity. Danielle is the academic director of the Columbia University Narrative Medicine Program.
She has a bachelor's from Yale, a master's in narrative medicine from Columbia, and a PhD from the Johannes Gutenberg University in Mainz. Formerly, she was the art director for artist and musician David Byrne of the Talking Heads. Before our conversation, I asked Danielle to read an excerpt from the middle of her book. Here is Danielle.
My father, a mathematician, believes that the integers exist in a platonic realm of truth and beauty. The number rather than the logos is primary. Four, six, twenty eight, twenty. They're out there, potent with secrets, whether we see and understand them or not. We may discover some of their properties by proving beautiful theorems, turning the page of Galileo's book of nature. My father will tell you fervently that when Euclid proved that there are an infinite number of primes, that's it. There are an infinite number of primes. As a child I was naturally drawn to poke at this seemingly inviolate law of the father. Tinkering with classic skeptical philosophical notions and variations on Descartes' evil demon, and asking a different set of questions.
The integers may be powerful and intact, the proofs absolute. Yet what if there's something unknown, unseen, belying this certainty? You see what you believe to be the scope of things, yet what if there is something significant that you do not see of which you remain unaware? What if you think you see in the same manner as others, yet you do not? How would one know? The unknowing was as compelling to me as the knowing, as well as the ways in which they are co constitutive, not that I would have phrased it quite that way at the time. Moreover, how is our knowledge and way of thinking rooted in our own lived experience, our particular material engagement with the world, and the way we tell of it?
Thank you so much for reading that. Um, so many Wonderful questions in there to explore. But before we do that, I would love to hear a bit from you about how you came to write this book.
I think the key event well, there were two key events. The first was I spent a decade, as you mentioned, working for David Byrne, the musician, visual artist, filmmaker, writer. And we worked very closely together and we were good friends as well. And people often ask me, well, what's he really like? And I think that part of the question was, does he have some kind of condition? Does he quote unquote normal? And I mean, most of his fans revel in the ways in which he's not quote unquote normal, but it was still a question that people wanted to know. So in the early two thousands when Asperger syndrome became identified and discussed in the lay press, it was something that he and I were reading about and discussing at the time.
And he self diagnosed, he never received a formal diagnosis, but It struck me that it was such a distinctive Experience to have a retrospective diagnosis like that not A diagnosis of something that you already know is a problem, you know, let's say you have some kind of pain And you can't get a satisfactory diagnosis. But you know you have a problem.
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