Abbie Chatfield

It's like I wake up and the first thing is a rush of adrenaline and a rush of cortisol.

It feels like it.

And then I think, what the fuck is going to happen today?

What's going to happen today?

And my mind runs through every possibility of what could happen in that day that would go wrong, what media they could run, what stories they could concoct.

I run through what I've said on the podcast or guests we've had on.

And I think, well, how could they twist that?

Like, what are they going to do?

are they going to do a story about a video that I've done and twist it and change it?

Like, am I going to get another onslaught of abuse because some random right wing freak makes a video about me?

Like, as I do every day, by the way, I go, guys, I literally like, how is there this much content about me?

I'm like, you're fucking obsessed.

It's really strange.

Um, and yeah,

It's just fucking awful.

And again, I'm sure a lot of you can relate to this, not the media aspect, but the waking up and going, what the fuck is going to happen today?

And then I also think that I might have OCD.

This is another thing that I'm fucking looking into that I need to go to a clinic for.

But the issue is the other issue with mental health, God, sorry, this is a mental health podcast now.

But the other issue is that like,