Abbie Chatfield

And now I can't go out and have a normal socialization with my friends.

I can't go to dinner.

And it's not because I'm being swarmed.

And, again, I know people will be like, oh, she thinks she's famous.

It's not that.

It's that there are these really intense interactions like on Friday that happen every so often more regularly than you would think.

And it just ruins it for me.

And now I'm paranoid for the next month.

Like I had G'd myself up to get over the fear of going out and it happens.

And it's like, well, this is why I don't leave the house.

This is why I don't get to go out, go dancing.

Like I don't get to go dancing with my friends.

I don't get to like after Dome Fest, for example, like everyone went for a drink after like the organizers, the beautiful organizers of Dome Fest and Milo went and

I think some other podcasters went.

But they invited me for a drink after and I just immediately had to go, oh, no, I can't go to that.

And they're like, why?

And I'm like, because I've just done a gig and it's going to be –

Again, it could just be people asking for a photo but there's a risk that someone's going to come and sit down with us and then I also feel like I'm then ruining my friends' nights because I'm the one that's attracted this random person.

People come up and my friends of 10 years who work in fucking HR, who have nine to fives, who don't even think about this stuff, have cameras put in their hands.

They go, take a photo of us.