Allison Holker

We had had so much trust in our relationship that we never had ever had locations on our phones. I had never even looked at his phone. I don't even know what his codes are. I don't know any of his passwords. I don't have a bank account shared with him. I never had. I wouldn't even know how to...

look at anything like that's how much in our relationship was just like if he told me something i just believed it and so when the cops were asking me all these questions well have you looked at his phone where is you know his locations have you looked at his bank accounts i was like i don't have access to any of it on the third day after he passed you were cuddling your daughter zaya and you say stephen paid you a visit

look at anything like that's how much in our relationship was just like if he told me something i just believed it and so when the cops were asking me all these questions well have you looked at his phone where is you know his locations have you looked at his bank accounts i was like i don't have access to any of it on the third day after he passed you were cuddling your daughter zaya and you say stephen paid you a visit

look at anything like that's how much in our relationship was just like if he told me something i just believed it and so when the cops were asking me all these questions well have you looked at his phone where is you know his locations have you looked at his bank accounts i was like i don't have access to any of it on the third day after he passed you were cuddling your daughter zaya and you say stephen paid you a visit

Yeah. And said, I'm so sorry. And I love you so much. I'm sorry. And Stephen's face faded away. I felt a lot more settled. I wasn't fully healed or anything like that, but I felt settled that he was watching over us.

Yeah. And said, I'm so sorry. And I love you so much. I'm sorry. And Stephen's face faded away. I felt a lot more settled. I wasn't fully healed or anything like that, but I felt settled that he was watching over us.

Yeah. And said, I'm so sorry. And I love you so much. I'm sorry. And Stephen's face faded away. I felt a lot more settled. I wasn't fully healed or anything like that, but I felt settled that he was watching over us.

Yes. There's been moments of Stephen visiting both Wesley and I multiple times. He still visits us and still talks with us.

Yes. There's been moments of Stephen visiting both Wesley and I multiple times. He still visits us and still talks with us.

Yes. There's been moments of Stephen visiting both Wesley and I multiple times. He still visits us and still talks with us.

Have you talked to God about this? I know a lot of people, when they experience death, they question God. But this wasn't God's choice. This wasn't God's doing. He still wraps his arms around us and he still supports us. And he still sees us and he still sees my children.

Have you talked to God about this? I know a lot of people, when they experience death, they question God. But this wasn't God's choice. This wasn't God's doing. He still wraps his arms around us and he still supports us. And he still sees us and he still sees my children.

Have you talked to God about this? I know a lot of people, when they experience death, they question God. But this wasn't God's choice. This wasn't God's doing. He still wraps his arms around us and he still supports us. And he still sees us and he still sees my children.

He's really proud of my children. And I do think he's proud of me. He's told me he is. And he wanted me to do this. I was so scared that is this the right choice? Because I hope people read the messaging of what I really want this to be.

He's really proud of my children. And I do think he's proud of me. He's told me he is. And he wanted me to do this. I was so scared that is this the right choice? Because I hope people read the messaging of what I really want this to be.

He's really proud of my children. And I do think he's proud of me. He's told me he is. And he wanted me to do this. I was so scared that is this the right choice? Because I hope people read the messaging of what I really want this to be.

And he told me to move forward with it.

And he told me to move forward with it.

And he told me to move forward with it.

Steven would be Steven with our family, and then he'd be Twitch for the people. Steven at home was extremely introverted and Twitch to the people was extremely extroverted. And what I've come to now learn about him is that those things can exist and be real, but sometimes I think he masked his lows when he was maybe dealing with his depression as Steven.