Andrea Gunning

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Just before their wedding, Saskia caught Mike looking at something on his computer.

It was the middle of the night after he thought Saskia had gone to sleep.

Saskia saw two people on the screen.

What they were doing, what Mike was doing, she didn't know.

She had taken sleeping meds and drank alcohol the night before, which clouded her memory.

With her friend's reassurance, Saskia pushed the incident out of her mind and went ahead with the wedding.

There was so much evidence that he was well-intentioned.

He was a great husband, a great guy.

He was part of my family.

We had a combined little Brady Bunch.

It was one weird moment in five years of a great relationship.

Plus, she didn't even know if she'd really seen anything.

She wasn't going to let that get in the way of getting married.

And maybe her gut feeling was just her nerves.

The wedding day was beautiful, but it also came with a lot of difficulty.

On what should have been the happiest day of her life, Saskia was falling apart.

She felt like she had to take medication just to remain stable.

It sucks when you feel like you just have to get through your wedding.