Andy Frisella

you know, lose the drive to do other things.

Cause I'm attached my, my stuff to this thing that happened in the past.

No, no.

And I agree with you too.

I think there's like definitely a double-edged sword to it.

And I think like, even after the race, I was like, oh yeah, tomorrow I don't have to run.

I can eat like shit.

And the second that I'm not running and eating like shit, I'm like, damn, I want, I got, I got to, I got to train again tomorrow and I got to eat clean again.

Like I don't, I can't sit in that little hole for too long.

It's like,

for just a small amount of time i can do it and then i'm already thinking like damn what can i do next yeah and everyone's over here celebrating you being like yo you just completed like something that like you're like one of the toughest dudes in the world and i'm like thinking like not really i mean this guy fucking finished it in fucking 58 hours i gotta i gotta step my shit up yeah you know like that's how i'm thinking in my head too like or you know i don't know it's like you said bro like it's it's good and bad but i think it's better that we're this way because we never let ourselves fall off

Yeah.

And I never think in there, I hope I'm like, well, I'm going to get this done and then I'm going to figure out what I'm going to do next.

I never think that I'm not going to finish something.

I totally get it, bro.

It's an expectation.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So, yeah, I mean, yeah, like I said, when you wrote me, I'm like, all right, yeah, maybe I did do something cool.

It's fucking, you know, it's very cool.