Angie

I was seeing my son on the side, my oldest.

And I was just kind of in really an unstable environment.

So I was in unstable environment because I kept coming in and out of programs.

So I couldn't stay clean long enough to get my own place.

And I was in and out of treatments, so that was really unstable.

I was really trying, you know, because I really wanted to get my son back.

And even though there wasn't like a custody order or anything official on paper or through the courts, I wanted to be reunited back with him.

But yeah, that was that's what kept pushing me to keep trying.

Right.

But, you know, after several overdoses and in and out of treatment, sober livings, I was just not stable enough to be able to care for him or give him a good life for him to thrive because I wasn't even thriving.

Right.

So before I came to Harvest Home, I was, like I said, in and out of treatment.

My current partner at the time, he, you know, kept, you know, kept trying to help me.

He just didn't know how.

So he would, you know, encourage me to go to treatment and show up at treatments where I was at and be there for me and be consistent and be, you know, supportive.

And he believed in me, you know.

So I found out I was pregnant.

um i was in my addiction i could not stop i wanted to stop and i would pray every night crying you know that i i was scared that i was hurting my baby and i just couldn't stop you know so then um

He's like, I think you should go back to treatment.

Right.