Ariana Madix

But like as far as like going out during the week, just for the hell of it, it's not anyone's birthday.

It's not like a dinner and drinks.

It's just like a...

that's just not where I'm at anymore and I thought that we were in that phase together and then we would come out of it but I feel like he never grew up he didn't really yeah

Well, to be very clear, I didn't lose him.

He lost me.

So that's right there.

Sorry.

But I think that I trusted in him so much even like as a friend back then and I trusted him so much like during our relationship and

that I trusted his perspective on things and I think that I was caught up in whatever he told me that whatever it was that he was telling me was what I was going with.

That's not to say like I'm a smart girl like you know I could have dug deeper but I didn't.

Kristen and I are very close and I love her so much and

Their relationship as she will tell you it was very toxic and there was a lot of cheating on both sides there whatever I love her she's amazing she's a very strong incredible woman and she has become like just such a force.

I think that it's something that just goes to show that that's kind of maybe just what he does is he says things like, I tried to end it or, you know, things like that or, oh, we're broken up or things like whatever it is.

I would like to think that maybe this thing that's happening right now will prevent him from ever doing that again with any other person.

Just because I think it's time to put that little tactic to bed.

Uh-huh.

But yeah.

I mean, it's hard to say.

I mean, clearly, in the last seven months, he was a pathological liar.