Ariana Madix

And I remember specifically one session because we would do joint and we would do separate.

And in my separate sessions, I was doing inner child work.

I was sobbing with her.

I was I mean, I felt like I was making leaps and bounds.

And he even said, oh, we went to couples therapy and our relationship got so much better.

Right.

But like it's like, well, duh.

Right.

I remember even saying after one of them, I was like, OK, so there was a session where

it was it got really intense it felt like maybe we were ending and at the end of the session she was like okay so is this you know a breakup are you guys and he was like no so that's where it's like

i i don't i don't know can you do you mind sharing like when when you guys are fighting like because obviously you're not fighting about the affair what were your issues in the relationship my issues is that i felt like he was not choosing me over like random nights out or that he just wasn't coming home like he would want to just be at schwartz's for no reason well now you know

Just, you know, having beers and whatever or coming home.

And then, you know, I'd wake up and I'd be like, where are you?

And I would like go down.

He's just downstairs like.

Having face time sex.

Smoking cigarettes and probably, but like, you know what I mean?

It was just like the absentee boyfriend without, and the, I have to do this for work.

I have to, you know, it was just everything was coming before me and before the relationship.

And I felt like, and I needed that connection and that stuff, all that stuff in order to be