Ariana Madix

so to also to confirm to everyone that's not following all this drama it's like tom really honed in being like i was really trying to break up with her like i was like sleeping in my bed and buying me flowers and we're going on an anniversary dinner and like yeah going to couples therapy and all of that so the the valentine's day right that he has referenced yeah

um again got me flowers we went to Schwartz and Sandy's for dinner um brought a super special bottle of wine that was special to us um I got dressed up I put like little hearts on my face because he was like you look so cute um we went out for drinks later Rachel showed up um as did a few of our other friends and then we went home and we were started kissing and he was like

I have to stop you.

And then that's when we had this breakup conversation.

Then at the end of that conversation, that was hours long.

And the end of that conversation was, all right, well, let's continue this conversation.

And he was saying things in that conversation like, I think I am having a midlife crisis.

And I'm like, absolutely.

And I said, if we break up, I'm probably going to quit the show.

I will probably leave Los Angeles.

I will probably deactivate my Instagram.

And he found that to be like very offensive.

He was saying like, I don't know, like I was never saying that I was going to kill myself.

I was saying that my life, this life will be over for me because I will go do something else.

I've been fantasizing about moving to like the French countryside since I was a fucking child.

And honestly, to be fair, in the conversation, it was quite tearful.

It was definitely not a positive conversation.

Right.

But I'm not talking about physically harming myself.

And given the fact that we had that conversation over many, many, many hours, he knows that that's not what I was saying.